Loss

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There's times in your life where you're so sad you can't get up in the morning and there's times in your life where all you want to do is go back to that old habit that you quit years ago
And sometimes a good person will come into your life and they will make you forget those times
But pretty soon everything falls apart do you mind just convinces you that you need to be alone again
There's times in your life where your mind convinces you, that the only way you can be loved, is when you're hurting
The only way you can be loved, is if you can go back to the way things used to be

every day you long for that person that made you feel whole again, and that feeling that crept up your spine when they kissed you
When all you want is to hear their words in your ears, and their touch on your arm when you're crying on the bathroom floor
The soft hum on the car radio, playing your favorite song as you blow cigarette smoke out of the cracked window 

The goosebumps crawling up your legs as you run out into the chilly air to be greeted with a hug that turns your insides into knots

but they're gone

One day you'll find someone who makes you feel like all your problems have gust away

but it will never be the same as those midnight drives and their hand on your thighs

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