Greatest Mistake

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My greatest mistake was meeting him

Catching myself taking a second glance at the boy with the shaggy hair and thick black frames

I watched as i fell into the endless tunnel of lust when he finally noticed my stares

And he smiled

My greatest mistake was kissing him

And letting his damaged lungs breathe in all my insecurities and exhale all my doubts

My greatest mistake was holding him

And letting my idealistic thoughts of perfection wither away

with every touch from his bruised fingertips

I find myself no longer keeping back the untamed grins

As i fall against his boney frame

My greatest mistake was looking into his eyes

Feeling every emotion i have been protecting myself from for years on end

Escaping reality as i examined every battered heartbeat

And got lost in his smile

He was not a mistake

He was the end to the heartless chapters of my life

So abruptly tearing the pages from my self proclaimed novel

He was an unaware army of one crashing and burning the strong walls

I've built around my cold bones

Writing a new story day by day as i discover myself

Breaking free from the chains that have been suffocating my mind

I hate to admit where i went wrong

The broken boy whos sewn my shattered soul

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