..and I've been running out of patience
my poems aren't as clever anymore
people say they're all too honest
but honesty is all I can afford
maybe loss is not a bad thing
cus' maybe I can write these songs again
or maybe now it's just a pastime
maybe I should treat it like a friend
a friend I won't see again
cus' i don't wanna die
but truly i don't wanna be alive
i wish that i could vanish in my sheets
and turn into the puddles on your street
cus' i don't wanna die
but truly i don't wanna be alive
i wish that i could vanish in my sheets
and turn into the grounds beneath your feet
cus' i've been losing all my knowledge
sometimes i forget who i am
and am at the mirror
but i don't recognize that man
my mom wanted a daughter
but she'd think it was absurd
cuz as much as I feel different
family won't accept those words
they won't love me if I'm her
but I just wanna change
and everybody tells me it's a phase
i don't feel right as myself
with my failing mental health
and I just wanna change
but everybody tells me it's a phase
and I don't feel right as myself
my body is a hell.
YOU ARE READING
atlas lyrics
Randomatlas is a really amazing person. check them out on youtube, soundcloud, itunes, etc. this is a book of some of their songs and lyrics. you may request a song that i haven't added yet. enjoy!
