(i had to find these lyrics by listening to the song so i tried my best to get them right.)
i don't want to live like this anymore
waking up each day, walking through these streets
question what you mean and ask if it's a dream
i just wanna hear you speak, you just wanna hear me sing
well, i don't know reality apart from anything else
waking up each day, but lately it's each night
and i just stay here, i don't wanna fight
laying in my bed, try to wreck inside my thoughts
it's impossible, but i wish i could get back what i lost
not a person in particular or any day behind
just the happiness that i used to have, my solemn state of mind
i believe in luck and promises, though both have often failed
i'm glad i'm getting better, but my mental state's derailed
often now that i'm, well, drifting through decline
with a thorn inside my side and a fraction in my spine
and accurate assessment of my average lump of time
is laying in my room wishing i could fucking cry
cause i'm so over being constantly sad
i got some problems that i need to face but honestly that
is not a crutch for me to limp upon or even use to stand
it's a pit of fucking spikes in which i always seem to land
wake up covered in the dirt that i was buried in
latch on to the first thought if happiness that i can
keeping on this mess to get by each day
and i'm wide awake at 3 a.m.
just to contemplate my life
i'm not asking for your sympathy
i'm just asking for your time
end these thoughts inside my head
before they make me end my life
i don't want anyone to feel bad for me
i just hope you find solace in the words i say
i don't want to live like this anymore
YOU ARE READING
atlas lyrics
Randomatlas is a really amazing person. check them out on youtube, soundcloud, itunes, etc. this is a book of some of their songs and lyrics. you may request a song that i haven't added yet. enjoy!