holy fucking shit, i'm getting tired of being me
waking up each days is such a fucking chore
drink away the last nights fear and tell you what you want to hear
then lay in bed and be depressed some more
and I keep drinking way too much
and saying things I actually mean
last night I told a room of strangers everything there is to know
about the things that haunt me in my dreams
and I'm sorry
but I don't think I'm ever gonna change
i started going out on walks, and then it started raining
i guess even our climate agrees with me
that i don't deserve happiness or coping mechanisms
i deserve to lay out in the cold and freeze
and that's just fine
i love the colder temperatures that think they're so divine
yeah, that's just fine
i'd rather rest out there than be in here and be alive
'cause i keep getting way too stoned
and worrying my friends with what i say
last week i told my closest pals that i wanted to run away
to portland so that i'd be less afraid
and i'm thinking
it isn't such a bad idea for me
yeah, i'm thinking
that maybe it'd be good for me to leave
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atlas lyrics
Randomatlas is a really amazing person. check them out on youtube, soundcloud, itunes, etc. this is a book of some of their songs and lyrics. you may request a song that i haven't added yet. enjoy!
