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       -Jaquilin  P.O.V.-

       Life is unfair,nothing is fair . It's hard i can't handle it sometimes . Many times i try to make it better, but i fail as i usually do.

     Sometimes i feel that life is a game ,  sometimes  you win it, sometimes you lose it like ' win it or lose it ' but By your own  work. Many devils enter your life but some angels .

    I had always tried to find the one who can help me , be beside me whatever the pain , never fail in cheering me up , but i really noticed those people are only in movies and stories , nothing can be real.

   I did like to be a character in a story , to have that one person who can change my life , protect me , fight against the devils to make me happy , but no how can all those dreams come with people and  parents around me? I never knew the answer .

   I dreamt .. Alot , really alot , more than anyone can imagine  how much, but then i knew nothing is gonna happen in all those dreams , so i hated dreaming i hated it ! Once it gives me hope ... It turns around  and gives my life more hurt and broken hearts .. I stopped  and  hated dreaming so much...And i lost hope..

   So my life is bad and unfair , i'm sixteen ' too young to be sad? too young to be hopeless' people always told me. Yeah i'm young and lost in this unfair world, beside kind of people who can't see the darkness and dry tears in my eyes , my broken heart which was never ok..

    All i ever knew in my life is to be quiet , good student , to shut my mouth up and never talk unless my parents ask .. But why ? I wish i knew the answer.. My life? is there a description for it ? It's two words The Worst ..

  My name is Jaquilin and this is my story...

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