If Love was a man , I'd kill him

Chapter Three

  After he went , i stood in shock . Then i went back to my friends , their eyes were full of questions..

  " How do you know this boy? ". Dus asked .

" We met today and he drove me to school cos' i was going to be later ".

" And how do-". Sandy was asking , but the class saved me..

" Talk you later guys ! i must go ! ".I yelled running to the class...

After the test i went outside in the school garden , Dus and Sandy were waiting for me.

" we'll drive you home ". Sandy said

" I don't want , i need time alone I'll walk home thank you anyways ". i said , smiled and walked my way home.

The guy is not devil . He is the first one who know what I'm thinking of...

   May , 2 , 2005

        6 : 00 am ( morning )

I went out of my room , i was so hungry , really ..I was going my way to eat when i felt a hand around my waist , i turn around to see my mother , i got scared..

"Hey you stupid! ". She said pulling my hair in to her hands .

"Ouchhh!! please leave me !!". I cried ..

" I didn't start yet so shut up ".She pulled my hair and ran with it in every part of the house , my nose started bleeding as i felt pain and sadness running through my body .

" Are you done? ". She asked the air " No ? Ok Joe I'll continue "

" Stoppppppppp Stoppp please leave me ". I cried so hard . She left my hand and ran through the kitchen , some minutes later she came holding a knife .. I started screaming , she jumped over me and took my hand ... She  cutted cutted my wrest .. i yelled , cried and smiled through the pain.. I never had pain more than this.. I smiled crying

" Ahhh ahh ". i whispered.My mom then realised what she just did , so she put the knife down and ran to her room .. I felt pain in my legs i couldn't move.. Where are you my hero? Why can't you come already?

After sometime i went like a drunk to my room . I sat on my bed and looked at the clock .. 1 : 00 pm ... She was killing and kicking me for the whole six hours.. What the hell is she ? After some minutes of just sitting on my bed , feeling the pain in my hand , i went to the bathroom , i took off my clothes and went under the shower , i turned it to cold water , to feel more pain ...

  " Uhhh  God Just let me die !!!!!!! ". I screamed so loud.." God!! Please ".

  When i went out of the shower , i dressed and went to my bed ..Everything just became cheerful when i thought of Zayn..

 

     May , 3 , 2005

 

       10 :00 am ( Morning )

  I walk up with all the pain I've ever had in my life , tears we're streaming down my face , suddenly she the devil came and started kicking me ..

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     Days went .. And everyday of those days went between me and mother kicking and making me feel pain .. But when the day my dad come she became a good mother , but other days.. He is devil as usual ..

    June , 6 , 2005

  Today is my birthday ....