If Love was a man , I'd kill him

Chapter Seven

    June , 7 , 2005

  After i went t Dustin's home i went back home . My dad was at work i looked at mom who was sending me death glares ..I ran to my room avoiding her.

June , 8 , 2005

  I walked up seeing my mother in front of my eyes.When she saw me looking at her he smirked and brought all the things i have in my room and started throwing them on me , kicking me until my nose bleed .

" Devil ". I whispered

"SHUT UP ".She yelled

The days went .. And everyday was worst , when dad come i eat other days i be starving and praying that mom won't kick me . But everyday my dad wasn't home she kick me until I'm bleeding ..Many things happened , but the only good and cheerful thing was thinking of the friend i got Zayn his smile his touch his lips his kiss were able to shine the world for me he's such a great guy who really cares it was the only happy thing ,  until my father noticed my marks that mom did to me..

July , 7 , 2005

  3 : 00 pm

  I was sitting  down beside my father , he was talking me about his work , and how much he was proud about my grades that year. When he looked at my arm , the mark on my wrest ...

  " Oh god who did this to you ? Did you ? Oh god ". He said and hugged me tightly .

" Mom ". I whispered

" Oh god  I'm sorry I'm so sorry I'm so sorry ". He said I smiled crying on his chest , remembering the pain i had in every night ..

" Oh my god ". He said

" No matter daddy it's been 2 months , but she's still kicking me when you're not here daddy i wish i die daddy ". I said

" Don't say like this , i won't let this happen again , never  never! I promise ".

" Don't promise because you're not here daddy ". I said.

" I'm not promising for no reason , pack your stuff I'm sorry , but I'll change your school of last year tomorrow  you'll go just for meeting with them you'll live with them , it's so expensive yeah but i won't let your mother do that to you again ".

" But da- ".

" No buts ! Pack your stuff for tomorrow I'll call the principle , you have till 1 august to make friends there , in now you'll come once a week which is Sunday and I'll be here Sundays and when your studies starts which is 1 august you'll come once a month which means ten  times in the whole ten months I'll miss ".

" I won't have friends ". I replied sadly

" You will I'm sure !".He replied trying to cheer me up.

" Dad how did you know all this stuff about this school ? ".

" The principle is my friend , he is my childhood friend , hedont come much to school so you'll be normal student  and he told me if i like to put you in it , but i didn't know your mother is hurting you so today I'll tell him , I think the student started making friends from yesterday , well you can't say that because they all know each others , but for new student its for making friends from, for others is for partying and stuff ".

" So tomorrow ? ".

" Yeah you must pack your stuff and go sleep because it's an hour from here , I'll take you to not be late from your first day ". He said , i smiled i really didn't want that because I'll be lonely again ...

  I went up and packed my stuff , shirts , jeans , dresses that i never wore , and stuff i need .. Then i went down .

" I packed my stuff ". I said my dad smiled , i think he fought with mother because it's so expensive , my dad wanted everything  to be great in the last year of school to go university in London .

" Good Jaquilin ". He said sadly  " You can go and sleep ".

" Okay good night daddy ". I said and kissed his cheek .Then i went my room with all the thought of who gonna be my room mate ? Is it a devil ? Is it a boy or girl ? How they'll think of me? Would they accept that i see all people devils until they won't hurt me? Will i have friends ?

  With all the thoughts in my mind i drifted trying to sleep...

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