i'm making my way through the trees
(i'm on my knees)
it's filled with monsters that keep me awake
(tied to a stake)
want to give up this fight
because i'm walking in circles
(i'm begging you, please)
headed toward the center,
i'll never make it out
but they tell me to keep going
(don't know why they'd bother)
even though i just want to hide
i'm hiding from the monsters that are holding me back
they know,
all too well,
what i lack
about everything i've tried
about the times i've lied and denied
and everything i've done,
the time i tried to run
but they know that i've failed
i've run off the trail
and can't find my way
(you won't stay)
back to what i need
(did your deed)
which is just one day
(won't find your way)
to get off my feet
(you're beat)
and into a bed
(left for dead)
that i know is forgiving
don't know why i'm living
with my head
(try this instead)
in this state
(or rather, at all)
It's far too late
for me
(this is he)
12-23-18
onehundred'sbackandstronger
imlefthereweakened
