i'm here to let you know
you're perfect in every way
and i'm here just to show
that you're the reason i survived today
i hate that i did it
i don't want to live it.
i want you to see
i'm losing patience
though i know it's wrong
and i'm sorry for pondering
and wondering why
i know that you're amazing
but i can't quit wondering
i've just got to ask
why'd you want me
knowing i'd betray you?
why'd you keep me
after repeated offences?
it's all i want to know
you're all i need
and you're all i want
another thing is that
i apologize
just for being me
12-30-18