wondering why

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i'm here to let you know

you're perfect in every way

and i'm here just to show

that you're the reason i survived today


i hate that i did it

i don't want to live it.

i want you to see

i'm losing patience

though i know it's wrong

and i'm sorry for pondering

and wondering why


i know that you're amazing

but i can't quit wondering

i've just got to ask

why'd you want me

knowing i'd betray you?

why'd you keep me

after repeated offences?


it's all i want to know

you're all i need

and you're all i want

another thing is that

i apologize

just for being me


12-30-18

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