I admit.
It was hard to be with him.
I did loved him.
I loved Seungmin.
But somehow the feeling drifted away, so soon.
I know he needs me, but I can't bring myself to him.
It's not the same as before.
Why is this so hard?
Why?
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As my thoughts still flows inside my head.
It was almost the end of the day.
Is that how really fast the time is?
Disappointed but not surprised.
I decided to pick up 'our' kid today.
It won't hurt if I do it just this once.
I mean I'm his father, I have the right.
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It was now raining outside.
Great.
As I drive, the rain on my windshield was getting on my nerves. I can't really see.
The rain somehow remind me of something.
"Hyunjin!"
"I'm so gonna get you"
I chased Seungmin in the middle of the heavy rain.
Finally, I got him.
I locked him in my embrace.
"You know I always love you and I would never hurt you."
"I know Hyunjinnie."
"I love you."
"I love you, too"
Why can't I go back.
The next thing I knew.
I can't move.
I can't see.
Only the void of darkness surrounded me.
Confused. I just let it be.
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*ring* *ring*
I woke up.
That was just a dream?
I looked at the place, it was familiar.
Where am I?
I searched everywhere to give me an answer.
I saw a mini calendar on the table.
October 31, 2018
Wait what.
"Hyunjin come down here! You don't wanna be late!"
Did I just got back in time?
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A/N: sorry for a late update. I was too busy about my Minsung fanfic, check it out!💕Signing off: October_Blink
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