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"Get off of me!" I pushed him away.

He really didn't do anything but just looking at me.

"Hyunjin are you ok???" Felix came back to see Hyunjin sitting on the floor.

"H-Hyunjin say some- oh wait" Felix looked at me and looked back to Hyunjin again.

"Ohhhhhh I see." Felix said.

"Felix again with your fucking imaginations." Hyunjin punched his shoulder.

"How many times will you stop punching my shoulder?"

"I don't know, when I get tired of it maybe?"

"I must get going." I said, interrupting their small conversation.

I was about to get going until a hand stopped me from doing it.

I looked back to see Hyunjin.

"Wait, Seungmin."

"W-what?"

"Come with me."

Did I do something wrong?

What the hell happened when I was gone?

"I know you're confused right now, but please be patient."

He said without looking at me.

"Ok."

Few seconds later, we went to the school garden.

"Minnie sit here."

It's been a long time since he'd called me that.

I sat on the bench, just like what Hyunjin told me.

"S-so what are we going to talk about?" I asked.

He sighed making me wonder what he's about to say.

"Is this even real?"

"What do you mean?"

"I mean this. Did we really go back in time? Did my wish came true?"

"w-wish?"

"Oh um, I'll tell you in anoth-"

"Now, tell me now."

He looked at me hesitantly.

"F-fine. I wished for me or us to go back and that's it."

"Huh, I guess it did."

He wished for it too, didn't he.

But he never knew I wished for it too but the difference is.

I wished about me and him getting back together again.

H

That wasn't completely all I wished for.

I wished for us to go back so we could fix everything in the past.

I miss the old times. I miss him. I miss loving Kim Seungmin.

I was a complete fool.

And I want to make it up to him.

But I can't bring myself up to him

Felix was right.

I am a pussy.

But soon, I'll prove to him I'm not.

"Seungmin?"

"What?"

"What happened to me? In real life?"

"What do you mean?"

"I mean, why do I sometimes feel sudden aching in my head for no reason. And I see some flashes about me in the hospital."

Seungmin really didn't look at me directly.

"Seungmin?"

I placed my hand on his.

"I'm sorry but I have to go."

He whispered.

He slowly put my hand away and left.

What happened. I want to know why.

S

I walked out from his question.

I couldn't bare myself to tell him what actually happened.

As I walked away, tears started to form in my eyes.

"I don't want to tell him, not now."

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*in reality*

I went to the hospital to see Hyunjin.

I watched him lying down in bed still unconscious.

I touched his face and broke down crying.

"Y-you know how hard it is to see you like this? A-and I can only see you in my dreams and talk to you. I-I *hick* want you back, Jinnie."

I cried and cried.

Suddenly I felt tired and fell asleep.

I woke up to see Hyunjin and again I was in the clinic lying down.

"I heard you."

"H-heard what?"

"Crying."

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Signing off: October_Blink

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