90's love

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I sit there laying on my bed looking at my ceiling waiting for my alarm to ring. It was early in the morning and I couldn't go back to sleep no matter how hard I tried. And I love to sleep.

I wasn't thinking about anything in particular just about my life in general and how it's going.

I live in a small town where everybody knows everybody. There's no way someone wouldn't know someone, that's just how it is.

I don't live in the main part of town but a little away from it, closer to the woods. My neighbor is Jin Hyung but his house isn't even close by me. It's about a three to five minute walk to his place because there's a huge field of crops between our houses. We share the field and make crops for us mainly but at times people come to buy from  us.

But there's another house close by us, right next door. An old lady used to live there since forever but she passed away a couple years ago and it's been left empty ever since.

It's my last year of high school and I don't know what I even want to do. Should I leave this town and go live in the city? Or should I stay? Do I want to pursue music? Do I want to go to college?

All these questions came to my mind all of a sudden and I didn't know the answers to any of them.

I never really knew what I wanted to do with my life because I always thought I would stay in this town. I could be a music teacher or basketball coach but that isn't something I want. I feel like there is more for me out there in the big world. I just want to feel right for once in my life.

Don't get me wrong I feel right when I play the piano or basketball but it doesn't feel complete. I feel like there is more to my life but I just don't know what it is.

I let out a huff and sit up.

There is no point on dwelling on this, I might as well get ready for school.

As soon as I got up from my bed my alarm clock rings and I go to shut it off. I turn it off and make my way to the bathroom and turn the shower on since I forgot to take one last night.

Once I finished taking a shower I get out and change into some jeans with a white shirt and a red flannel. I decide not to dry my hair since its will just dry by itself and I'm too lazy to. I grab my backpack and make my way downstairs to find my family already at the breakfast table.

"Good morning Yoongs, how did you sleep?" My mom asks as she places a plate of my food in front of me. I thank her and dig in. "Good I guess." I say while shrugging and I continue to eat.

"You know you have to get a sufficient amount of sleep because your game is next week and you need to be well rested for it." My Hyung says and I look up at him with a big smile, he is always so caring.

"I know Hyung. Don't worry I'm getting enough sleep." I say and my dad pats my back with a proud smile on his face.

"Good. We're all excited to see you play, its a huge game." Before I could reply to my dad my little brother squeals in excitement. "Hyung is the best basketball player!" He yells out and we all couldn't help but coo and laugh. Then I hear a horn from outside, it must be Jin Hyung.

"Thanks little bro." I say and ruffle his hair as I get up from the table and sling my backpack on my shoulder.

"Well I got to go know. Thanks for the breakfast mom!" I yell and walk out to see Jin waiting for me in his jeep with the roof open.

"Hey Hyung!" I say as I climb in and he doesn't seem to have heard me so I yell a little louder. "HEY HYUNG!" I yell and he throws up his arms in the air and it looked like he was spasming as he yelled in shock.