90's love

4

Ok, where are my music sheets?

Damn it, why can't I find them?

I check under my bed, on my desk, in my backpack, on my nightstand, and even in my closet and I still can't find them anywhere. I need my music sheets. Where could I have put them?

Suddenly an idea popped into my head and I decided that I would check the piano room downstairs. I don't remember leaving them there but I could have.

I head downstairs and head to the music room. When I open the door I see my mom standing there with my sheets in her hand. "There they are." I go to grab them but my mom stops me from doing so as she continued on inspecting them.

"This is absolutely beautiful Yoongs, what is this for or maybe who?" She gives me a big smile with her eyebrows lifted in curiosity. I wanted to tell her that its for Jimin which wouldn't be a lie but I know that she understands what type of music I made. I made it  thinking about Jimin and how beautiful he is in every way, inside and out. Its clearly a song with emotions about liking someone and I'm not sure if I'm ready to tell her or if she is ready to hear it.

"Its just for a project, I had to compose something." My mom gives me a look but doesn't push it any further. She hands me the sheets and gives me a loving smile. "Well if you ever do decide on telling me the truth come talk to me." I look at her surprised as she left the room.

Would it be ok to tell her that I like Jimin or should I wait till I actually confess to Jimin first?

It's been a couple days since the game and now its the weekend. Everyone was quit shocked when they saw me and Jimin hugging right after the game because I usually run to my family but I ran straight to Jimin this time. It could be because I've come to like him in such a short period of time or its because no one has ever cheered for me so loud and with all their heart. The way he supported me with no hesitation made my heart and mind go crazy. How could I have not fallen for a boy like that.

Everyone was saying that we look really close and I didn't try to deny it but it made Jimin really flustered and he started saying that we just bonded over a lot of things since he got here. He looked really cute flustered. I kept him by my side for the rest of the night. Usually Joon, Jin Hyung's, and my family all go over to my house for a celebration when my team wins a game but this time we had a couple of new families join us. We had Jimin's and Jungkook's, including Tae, families join us.

It was really nice having them all over. We laughed, talked, and just enjoyed our time together. I couldn't help but stare at Jimin most of the night and smile at him when he catches me staring. He would blush like crazy and look away immediately. I couldn't stop myself though, there is just something about Park Jimin that makes it impossibly hard to look away.

After thinking hard about the talk with Jungkook in the locker room before the game I've come to terms not only about liking Jimin but about me being somewhat gay. I don't think I'm fully gay because I still don't find other men attractive and I don't think I'm fully straight since I don't find girls attractive either. But my sexuality doesn't bother me at all. I don't care for a label, what I care for is Jimin.

I didn't just fall for his oh so beautiful looks but getting to know him everyday since his arrival I've fallen for his personality as well. He always tries to get the people around him to be happy, he always makes sure that everyone is alright, he is such a big dreamer, he loves to dance to his hearts content as well as sing. He cares so much for others and has such a big heart that it melts me right on the spot.