That's the beauty of a secret

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AN: Characters thoughts will be in bold letters and in fancy writing and in between these things ' "

Sodapop's POV
Steve slammed the bathroom door shut.
He pinned me against instigating a very sloppy kiss.
We were at one of Buck's parties.
Evie had just broken up with him and his solution to most things like this was to get drunk.

'Ugh, why did I let him talk me into this? He's gonna forget it in the morning. But like always I won't forget. Fuck these stupid ass feelings I have for this dumbass.'

"Steve, do you even want to be doing this? I don't think drunk you makes the best decisions."
I let out a soft moan as he left a trail of hickeys down my neck.
"I'm sober enough to know what I want Soda. Plus it's not like anyone will find out. Trust me."
He slurred his words which obviously contradicted his statement.

'Fine but I don't wanna hear him complaining tomorrow.'

Moving down my body he began to leave love bites on my neck and hip bones.
Going lower and lower each time he removed my boxers and left more on the inner side of my thighs.
He pulled down his boxers and slowly put it in me.
He went slow at first but as I loosened up he started going harder.
I tried to keep my moans quiet but it felt too good.
"Ah aH~ Steve s-slow down." 
He covered my mouth and just began moaning Evie's name.

'Wow, this is supposed to be one of the most memorable things of my life? Losing my virginity in some dirty ass bathroom in a shitty party with some guy that's thinking of his ex girlfriend. Like hello, I'm the one you're fucking right now. The least he could do is just shut up and not say anything.'

Even with his hand covering my mouth, my moans could still be heard.
Just then a loud knock at the door.
"Heeeey hurry up in there I gotta take a wiz."
Steve looked at me with eyes that said for me to shut my trap.
Instead of recognizing the situation and stopping, he started going faster.
He picked me up and slammed me against a wall.
I kept moaning despite trying not to.
It felt too good so I ended up leaving scratches on his back and bite marks on his shoulder from me trying to hide my moans.
At least I made sure not to moan his name because there definitely would be trouble.
Finally, before Cummins he whispered into my ear,
"You ready I'm at my limit."
He took it out of me and came onto my stomach.
"Hey hurry up in there it's been a while and I still gotta take a wiz."

"This fucking guy."
Steve mumbled.
Steve zipped his pants up and combed his hair.
Before leaving he threw me a towel.
"Clean yourself up. Make sure no one sees you like this. Or at the most knows it was me in here."
He opened the door and left.
I heard a very loud yell for the guy to shut the fuck up.
I sighed loudly.

'I really need to remind myself why I like him. Well, when he's not drunk or drooling over Evie he's different. Just like when we were younger and it was us two. Now with dumb broads and alcohol intervening, he's some brute. Acting like he's tough and mean when I know the real him."

I cleaned myself up and buttoned up my shirt before walking out.

I watched Steve from across the room as he kept drinking more and more.
I rolled my eyes and decided it was time for me to head home.
Before leaving though I tried to talk to him but he couldn't hear me over how drunk he was and how loud the music was.
Upset I just ended up leaving.

Home
I got home and was greeted by Two-Bit and Darry on the couch watching tv.
"Hey Sodapop, how was the party?"
Darry asked.
I forced a smile on my face.
"It was great Darry."
"Well, I'm glad you had fun. Also if you're gonna go sleep make sure to go to mine. Ponyboy and Curly are in you guys room."
I nodded my head and went to Darry's room and plopped myself onto the bed.

'Golly Darry's bed is so much comfier and bigger than me and Ponyboy's. I can actually move around and not fall or hit someone in the face.'

I stretched myself out like a starfish and began dozing off.

'I really hope Steve doesn't regret what happened today. As rude as this is gonna sound, I hope Evie doesn't take him back.'

After hoping for a while I dozed off and fell asleep.

WELL WELL WELL MY LITTLE POLLITOS 🐣 THAT'S IT FOR CHAPTER 1 OF THIS STORY

SORRY IF THE KINDA SMUT SUCKED LMAO I SUCK ASS AT WRITING SMUT BUT I TRY

ANYWAYS ILL SEE YALL LATER BYEEEEEEEEE

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