My Life

~Inspiration

I dedicate this poem to my best friend.

Thank you for being there for me when i need you. You are my inspiration, I love you ♥♥

ㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡ

Feeling trapped, I'm so confused,

Feeling empty, I'm so lonely,

Feeling helplessㅡno matter how hard I try, the doors of hope always closed.

Tears fell from my sorrowful eyes,

Staring down at my bodyㅡI have abused,

Gut-wrenching sobs escaped my mouth,

Hands shakingㅡI felt so weak,

Covering my hideous marksㅡfor I feel exposed.

I seek help from my family,

Shrugging me offㅡthey laugh, feeling amused,

Anger overwhelmed meㅡmy trust breaking ever so slightly,

"It's normal for a teenager"ㅡthey say, but I opposed.

Trapped in my misery, I yearn for someone to understand,

Can't they see how difficult it is?ㅡhow torturous it is?

I can no longer stand.

But then, someone emergedㅡyou,

You say you understandㅡoffering me a helping hand.

Words of support were exchangedㅡI couldn't help but feel so grateful,

My trust for you continues to expand.

You are my hope, you are my light,

We share smiles and laughterㅡfor I am truly happy with you,

My heart fills up with delight.

You are my best friend, my family,

You are caringㅡnot once have you spite,

Always thinking I'm worthless, I'm a burden,

You're the reason why I'm alive tonight.

Feeling so miserableㅡI have lost my inspiration, my creativity,

You're the reason why I still write.

Gratitude is what I feelㅡI cannot thank you enough,

I always feel so hopeless, so miserable, so angry, so sad,

But with you by my sideㅡI know I will be alright.