Chapter 3

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by iAmUNGRATEFUL

by iAmUNGRATEFUL

"I didn't feel like I was being myself anymore, as if someone else was controlling my body."
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After calming down, I walked downstairs to the kitchen. I did tell Rosé a couple hours ago that I was going to find a part-time job, but I was actually waiting for her to leave the house so I could cry on my own.

I grabbed an apple and took a big bite from it. Our fanbase wasn't that big but I kept telling myself that when we'll officially debut with our first released song, people will appreciate our music and respect us. Afterall, we are a small YouTube channel with 3k subscribers and the only thing we do is do covers of populair groups or songs we both like.

I heard the door get unlocked and immediately cursed myself. "Y/N?" I close my eyes and prayed, prayed to the Lord to make me invisible, to not let Rosé see me because I'm really not in the mood to talk to her right now.

But of course life's a bitch.

"Y/N.. I'm so sorry about everything. I didn't mean to hurt your feelings and I know I'm such a useless friend and you've been waiting for this moment, for us to finally release an official song, but I promise I won't let you down ever again and I-" I put my index finger on her lips to stop her apology speech that she probably have been preparing when she was gone.

"Save it"

She nods, saying nothing. I sat on a chair and soon after yawned. Rosé chuckles and pinch my cheeks "you're so cute when you yawn." I gave her a weird look "I don't think so, I look like a dying sponge when I yawn." I slapped her hand away "dying.. sponge?"

I stood up, wanting to go to my room and sleep, leaving a confused Rosé in the kitchen.

[26-01-2019]

I'm literally dying right now, it's 01:35 AM and I have to wake up at 04:00 AM