IDOLS | Bangtan Sonyeondan fan fiction

Chapter 2

Idols just show them their avatars like they want us to see.
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I wipe the tears from my cheeks away, trying to steady my breath and placed one hand on my chest.

My depression is really hitting me this time and I can't control it anymore. All the sadness I tried to hide in one box came out in one go.

The frustration, stress, depression, just everything that's happening right now is making me weak and I slowly want to give up. But at times like this, I have to think about my fans. I have to think about them too, I can't leave them like that. 

I smiled soon after I thought about my fans. Their happy faces when they see me, their cheers when they hear me, their laughter when I tell a dad joke. I love them so much.

But am I worth it? Do I deserve this? I sigh as I lay my head on my arms.

I totally do not

[18 December, 2018]