I push the bathroom door shut behind me, slowly but cautiously I make my way down the dark corridor, back towards Josh.
I have to get out of here. I see the front door ahead of me. But my escape root is blocked by Josh's huge, strong towering body stood over me.
"Everything OK?" He asks, his eyes glaze over.
My heart starts to beat faster and faster, my temple starts to pound. This was a mistake.
"Yeah." I say quickly.
"Good." Josh says quietly.
I stand still where I am. Not knowing what I can do to get myself out of this situation.
Josh grabs me and pulls me towards him with such a force. He forces my lips to touch his, I try to fight him but there's no use, it's hopeless. I'm too weak. Josh is too strong.
Suddenly to my disgust Josh slips his tongue into my mouth, I try to pull away but fail. Josh is holding me so hard that my arms and waist start to ache. He pushes me onto the floor, and climbs on top of me, he spreads me legs apart with his legs.
Whilst one hand slides under my top, and the other covers my mouth. I scream, try to call for help, but my cries are merely muffled under Josh's hand.
I'm fighting so hard to stop whatever is going to happen from happening, that my body quickly becomes too tired, fatigue takes over.
Josh manages to unbuckle his belt, whilst still keeping one hand over my mouth, to stop me from screaming.
He enters my body, causing me scream but it's no use, nobody can hear me. I shut my eyes tight, as tears slide silently down my cheeks.
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I can't see anything, the ceiling I see above me, is pitch black. I've been out for a while. I realise that my body feels entirely lighter without Josh sitting on-top of me.
Im laying in Josh's bed, I pull the covers off of me, and gasp at the sight of myself. My shirt and jeans are ripped.
Josh. My mind struggles to come to terms with what has just happened, I start to cry again.
No. I have to get out of here. I sit up slowly, scanning the room for Josh.
I'm alone.
I hear the hum of distant car engines, to my delight the window is open, I shoot to my feet, eager to make my escape.
Something moves outside the door causing me to stop dead in my tracks.
Josh.
I struggle to control my breathing. Josh's footsteps move away.
I turn to the window again. It is just wide enough, I'm in luck that josh lives at the front of the apparent building, on the bottom floor. I squeeze through the window, lowering myself gradually, finally letting go and hitting the floor with a thump.
When I stand I hunch over and vomit, my heads aching & fuzzy, whereas my body is shaking like a leaf. I'm in shock and im disoriented.
But I manage to move away from Josh's flat, stopping occasionally to vomit.
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TRUST ME - a Joult fanfic- Book 2
FanfictionWith Nicholas away in England, Jennifer's depressed, lonely and finding it hard to deal with their new baby. She suspects that Nicholas is hiding something from her...