So I can't be open with my friends about how I feel so I need to put it somewhere. I am also using substitute names but kind of similar to the real ones.
It was the beginning of the Summer, and I had just went to the YMCA pool for the first day of swim. To make the cut it's pretty much "you survive, you make the team." So it turned out that the coach, never got my physical packet so I had to wait.
A few weeks later I could finally swim, days passed, I started to hate it more and more, I asked my parents if I could quit but they said no, and that nobody in our family gives up. So I continued to swim, slacking, everyday I felt like I was drowning.
Then one day after practice a senior named André asked me if I was new and I said yes, I told him that I felt like I was drowning every day, and he said that that is how it pretty much feels all the time. Then a boy next to him, Land, said ask her while I was walking away.
Every day I was hoping for a question from André but I never got one.
Then one day a boy named Derick showed up. He was like no other, and I now wish that he was.
I hope you all enjoyed chapter 1, every thing is 100% true. I will release a new chapter almost every day!
