Sorry it's been a while since updated, but a lot has happened.
(Now)
Wednesday was early out. At our school we go to all of our classes, and at 12:05 we go to lunch, all A, B, and C lunch is combined. So at the time I was with my friend Cathy, and her friend Jo Jo. Cathy and I were going to sit at our original table but there were 3 boys sitting in our spots at our table that we didn't know. So we decided to sit at the table behind it. Cathy and Jo Jo went to go get lunch. Let's just say I wasn't in a good mood that day so I wasn't hungry. I was sitting there during lunch at the table by myself, when I turned to see Derick at our original table.
The first thing I heard was his voice, which instantly gave it away. I was already having a bad day and then hearing him laugh, I was like "Are you kidding me??" When I turned I saw him and I tried to brush it off.
Then he moved from where he was sitting walked passed me, his backpack string adjustment brushed across my face, blushing red all over. And oh my god. I could not believe it. He sat right down, in my original, everyday seat.
He was a seat behind and over from me and boy was I trying not to let those tears fall out of my eyes. The whole time at lunch I just sat there. Looking at him out of the corner of my eye, eyes watering at the reminder of what we can't and never will be.
That was an AWFUL day.
To this day my eyes water just thinking about it.
