We headed to the studio and Frank called Luke aside and looked really mad. I couldn't Hear anything but I knew he was yelling at Luke who looks confused. After that, I recorded and everyone was there to "see the process" but it wasn't necessary. When we were done I realized that Alex and Dani were actually strange. Being her best friend I realized what was going on. My baby had a boyfriend. I thought it was fast but the feelings I had for Luke made me want what they have. Alex Dani and I stayed back and then Luke joined. It was only four of us in a giant room.
Me: Luke? I thought you were spending time with your family
Luke: yeah but I wanted to check on you
Me: me? Well I guess I'm fine
Alex: YOOOOOOOO let's play truth or dare
Dani: yes that will be great
We played for a while and Alex and Dani were being cute and gross but eventually dani dared Luke to tell me how much I ment to him
Luke: well.... I can't...
Dani: scared?
Luke: fine krissy I feel some way about you, I know we just met and all but I feel this nervous happiness when I'm around you and I want you to be in my life. I promise myself I would never have another girlfriend but you just make me feel this way somehow.
Me: * SMILEEEEEEE*
Alex: now nugget I dare you to kiss luke
Me: * ran out with my heels onto the beach*
Luke followed you and before he could reach you took the heels off AD you were sinking into the sand.
Me: I was hoping you follow me
Luke: you were...
Me: I do have feelings for you. Alot actually.
Luke: do you think I'm such a bad kisser?
Me: * tiptoes to reach his head and places a kiss on his lips*
Luke: * kisses me back*
Me: I wanted our first kiss to mean something. Not just because of a silly truth of dare game.
Luke: * kissed me again* you're worth the chase
Me: ok one thing I need to put out there
Luke: go ahead
Me: I hate fancy dates. I am afraid of falling in love. I am really mentally messed up. I push people away especially when I have it hard. Really bad anxiety. Depression. I also bundle up my emotions and pretend it's ok even tho I'm falling apart. It's ok of you don't wanna ya know have emotions for me
Luke: you mean love you? I doubt I'll ever stop
Me: Yay 😂
Luke: sooooooooooooooo
Me: sooooooooooooooo
Luke: I wanna learn about you if thats fine. Wikipedia doesn't have anything on your personal life
Me: you Googled me?
Luke: maybe
Me: fine tonight I'm all yours ask me whatever and I'll answer honestly but can we go inside?
Luke: of course
We got to my hotel room and sat on the couch .
Luke: ok so family?
Me: well my dad was an alcoholic and my mom honestly didn't care. I had it rough and was emotionally and physically abused. If anyone came into my life and showed me the least amount of affection I took it all in but in the end they always leave and always break me more.
Luke: I can't even imagine. And I'm gonna stay with you. I promise you that! I'll be your home. Your family and your best friend (don't tell alex)
Me: nahhh
Luke: you know what let's forget that and watch movie? If you don't wanna open up it's totally fine.
Me: no I need to do this. You make me feel this way and I honestly don't wanna loose you
Luke: ok am... How did you u meet Alex?
Me: funny story actually. She dmed me if she could be my favorite piece of toast and I said yes. Later we realized we were going the same school and well we've been friends since. I've known her since we were 12
Luke: that's cool am... singing?
Me: well writing was my escape place and instruments were just fun TBH
We talked all night. I leaned about his and he got his answers from me. At around 4:30am I fell asleep on his chest and he slept hugging me. At 8:30am my phone began ringing and it was frank. We got to the studio again and for some reason he kept on starting at Luke.
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OK SO IM GONNA SKIP A FEW MONTHS BECAUSE WE NEED DRAMA! WE NEED TEA! WE NEED A PLOT TWIST! YEEEE
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