Fault in my Stars

18

I unlocked the door of my apartment and went inside. Suddenly I wasn't feeling well. I splashed some cold water on my face and went to the kitchen. I drank a glass of milk, I wasn't in mood to cook neither I wanted to eat.

Lying on bed, I kept tossing and turning for quite long time, my mobile in my hand, eyes glued on screen, I was eagerly waiting for any call or message from Barry. My mind was poking me to talk with Barry. I refrained myself from messaging or calling him as I thought he will call me himself once he would realize that I must be worried about him but he didn't.

That's it. "Are you planning on killing me with your goddamn silence? What is wrong with you? Talk to me now"  I typed hurridly and sent him.

Biting my lip anxiously, I waited impatiently for Barry's reply. What if he would be sleeping while I am completely restless here to read his reply. What should I do? I don't think I could wait until morning to hear his reply. My head is literally aching thinking about all the negative things. I don't know if he's avoiding me purposely. What if he's bored of me and didn't want to remain in relationship anymore.

My eyes welled up with tears with all those heart wrenching thoughts. My mobile flashed as one message received from Barry.

"Don't think too much. Nothing is wrong. See you tomorrow. Night." That's what his reply. Damn it. How could he say that nothing is wrong. I whimpered feeling intense frustration, anger, disappointment and hurt.

I won't give up, I will make sure he would not get over our relationship. I can't sit and wait to see everything messed up.

I got up wiping off my vulnerable tears. It was raining and thundering outside yet I decided to go Barry's apartment. I put on my rainy suit, taking my scooty I rode towards Barry's house.

Shivering outside I rang doorbell hastily. Half minute passed and finally the door got opened. He looked startled, sure he has not expected that I would visit him at this hour of night.

"You are shivering..." He cried as he pulled me inside.
"What was so important that you couldn't wait for the morning? What if you get sick? It's raining outside and you still came without telling me." He muttered angrily.

"Did you care what I would think when you suddenly started acting distant? How would I feel seeing you avoiding me?" I snapped at him. He was taken aback with my burst.

"You hardly talked in these six days. You are not you, Barry. I can't bear you treating me like this. I can't. I can't. I can't." I yelled and a sob escaped from my mouth. He strode towards me and wrapped me in his arms. I whimpered more on his chest.

"Don't cry Jessi. It's not your fault." He rubbed my back soothingly.

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