My Creation

Love Yourself 7

As i walk out
Cold night hug me
Featuring the rain out of the blue fall
I don't have umbrella
So I decided to let it soak me
As i walking a wild siren stop near at me
What caught my eyes is the man that rushing on the ambulance with him a girl riding on his back that looks unconscious
I stop walking and watch them
This guy is the man on the stage
And the girl is his partner while dancing

He's panicking

As the ambulance road away
I saw guy on black
Black Shirt, track suit ,Black umbrella
I think he's been standing there as the ambulance came

I will call him Black
I think black is watching too

He seem back to himself
Our distance is just 25 steps
He look at me as he move up his umbrella

Now I can see black face
I nickname him Black which not matches on his angelic face

Pink is Much better ,kidding.

He look at me with worried and change to emotionless

So as I  did

But he can't fool me
Behind those emotionless eyes
He's lost

The 7th guy
A lucky number, huh.
It's Sunday, God bless Sunday
I think he is the last one
Because this one week will end

He turn around and walk away
Whatta gentleman

As i always do sneak and help
What case would be this guy

He turn right
He turn left
Circle on the park
Circle on the street

Stop in vacant lot
Yep I followed him

He throw his umbrella
And let the rain cry on his body
This black guy is on Malibu Night

Wait wait
What he is thinking
What he is about to do
He's holding a cutter on his right hand

Whatta romantic man
Kill he's life because... Because
He spread his arm like he was about to fly I think he's just hugging the night

What should I do

I walk closely in front of him but not facing him
He's on my back

I spread my arm and hug the night as he do

'why are you following me'
He ask

'I got wait too much time to be this hurt somebody help it's getting worse
What do you with a broken heart
What should I face  everything is start'
I said as I sang

'hey what are you doing here'
He exclaimed

'wait to much risking in my blood I feel my body given up  can I hold on for another night
What do I do without you this time'
I sang louder

Silence

I turn around and face him
Now we have 10 steps distance

I feel his deep stare
Screaming for mercy inside

'Who are you'

I just look at him

'leave me alone'

'Were both alone'
I said

I snatched the cutter on his hand

I play on it

'wonder what could do this cutter, should I try to stab my stomach or  Lance  my wrist
What do you think is better?

This could be good
Than saying to someone that I like you
Am I right
It's better to hurt myself
Right '
I said sarcastically

'I'm sorry I know you don't know me  neither you I don't know you
But we have similarities
Yeah we have
Alone
Pain
Suffer
And
More'

'He's my best friend  we like both that girl so I decided to distance
But this feelings eat me, I'm so tired
She didn't like
She likes him'

'I know deep inside were both alone but there's one that never ever dislike us'

I look up and the rain make me cry

He is still looking at me

'Did you know that your best friend is suffering too'

'he's not '

'how could you say so, when he have a big scar on  his chest and a traumatic experience
But that's fade when he's doing what he like'

I look at him
Emotionless just fade and his eyes is now crying too

I held his hand and see the scars on his left wrist

'you should better get a tattoo on here, arrow would be better '

I throw the cutter

And leave him alone

-depression