"It's just we both spent for three months but nine years already passed and I can't still get over from her."
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"Risa, how does it feel to be inlove? How does it feel to be love by someone? What does first kiss like? Are you going to have a hard time to breathe when you are being hug by the person you like? Is it really addicting? Will you really be nervous once you hold her hand? Can that someone really bring you happiness?"
The long haired girl who's pale and look weak, sitting in the bed softly smile at her.
"If only I know that I won't last long then I spend my remaining days, enjoying my youth and confessing. I'm scare to die with regrets, I don't want to die like what happened to my parents."
She can see how the girl hands tremble and eyes move in nervous though she still have this gentle smile to her face. Then, the girl slowly climb down from her bed, revealing her wearing a hospital gown then she look at her eyes.
"You don't know me at all but you still came here and I'm really thankful. It's really absurd of me to ask you this but its now or never, it's first and last."
She doesn't know where this talk would lead them but something in this girl eyes that keep her in her position and stare deeply at it.
The girl bit her bottom lip then she bow her head to her. "Watanabe Risa, I like you so much please go on a date with me."
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Watanabe Risa is a first year college, popular in school and known as cold and blunt, despite of her personality, many girls and boys drool because of her but none of them catch her attention. She think of them as a nuisance, and importantly 'love' doesn't exist from her vocabulary. She think it's stupid and only weak minded fall for that.
That's why she doesn't know why she agreed to go on a date to a girl she doesn't know at all. Is it because of pity? Or is it because she sees something sincere inside that girl eyes? And now she doesn't have any idea why her feet leading her to the fountain where a certain girl waiting for her.
She stopped walking and stare at her a meter away from her. Kobayashi Yui, of course she know her but not personally. She's quite popular in their school, she sees her sometimes in choir club and that's all. She knows nothing about her. And to be honest, it's her first time to stare at her face completely. She admitted that the girl is beautiful, she look peaceful and gentle.
Risa, didn't notice that she's been staring at Kobayashi for a minute that she turn stiffen when Kobayashi look at her. Risa feel her heart jump when Kobayashi softly smile at her and wave her hand.
"H-Hey," Risa could only muttered as she walk towards her and think why her face heat all of a sudden. "So why do you want to meet here?" Risa eyes scanned the park. It's quite beautiful and only few people are here, it looks peaceful in night.
"It's beautiful here, and i want my first date to be here." She exclaimed excitedly, not really showing that she's really weak. Risa could only nodded and she can't stop herself again to stare at her, especially when she notices that the girl put a light make up to her face.
"Let's go."
They walked around the park, stopping when something caught their attention and when they want to buy a food. Risa clearly see how happy the girl is, it's all written to her face. Risa think, is that how she really like me? Did I really make her happy just like this?
Both are really quite, not really exchanging words except when someone ask a question but mostly it's Kobayashi. It's not boring for Risa, she just can't bring any conversation and she always fell to stare at Kobayashi face everytime silence gnaw them.
