"I'd better chose to die than to wake up without you. So please come back to me."
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"Risa go home early, I'm going to cook your favorite food."
Watanabe Risa softly smile as those voice repeatedly play to her mind, hearing the loveliest voice as she reminisced the days they had. She can't help but to smile as her eyes turn to the woman she loves the most, walking to the aisle wearing her dream gown and smiling sweetly to her.
She look so gorgeous, she's twinkling with the gown she's wearing. Her breath taken again by her, she thought.
She chuckle lowly as she lower her head, her fist crumple in nervous. She can hear her heart beating fast, she feel weak. Taking a deep breathe, she tilt her head up to look at the girl again.
And there as their eyes meet once again, memories flood her in flash. And Watanabe Risa remember it again.
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Loving her is her dream, having her in her arms is what she want the most. Watanabe Risa dream of Nagahama Neru and when her feelings got accepted by Neru, she can tell to the whole world that she's the most happiest of all. Pulling the shorter girl by her cheeks and pressing her lips to hers, Risa can't tell to her how thankful she is for trusting her. Neru is the answer to all her prayers, the angel that God given to her.
They promised to make all their dreams come true together, graduating to college, to work and earn money so they can have their own house to live together to start their dreams again.
Six years they have, Risa believes that no one that something will ruin their love story that they built. It's indestructible. She loves Neru so much and no one can imagine how much is it. But that's what Risa believes, that no one can ruin their relationship. And that's what she thought.
She splash her face with a warm water then she look at the mirror as she let the water drip. Looking at the mirror as she see herself, she can't help but to hate herself even more. She's unforgivable, she's the worst.
Taking a deep breathe as she place her hands to the edge and stare at herself to mirror once again. And when suddenly, a pair of warm arms wrapped around her waist.
"Manaka.."
The shorter hair girl smile softly as she lean her head against Risa back, Risa avert her eyes when she saw the other girl completely naked.
"Can't sleep?"
Risa sighed, removing the arms in her waist as she step out from the bathroom. "I'm going home."
Risa heard Manaka chuckle then the girl comfortably sit in the bed, shamelessly showing her naked form that Risa already seen many times.
Risa ignore her as she start to dress herself but she stop when her phone ring again.
She heard the other girl chuckle again. "Neru's calling you, are you not going to answer it?"
Risa look at it as she proceed to dress herself, picking her bag from the chair as she pick her phone, ignoring the call.
"I have to go." She said as she face Manaka, the girl on the bed pout her lips. She stood from her sit then snake her arms around Risa neck, pressing her lips to Risa which the girl can't resist.
"Okay, I'll wait for you again."
Manaka said which mean she's waiting for her, waiting for another opportunity they will have secretly. Shaking her head to have a clear mind as she goes home, hoping to remove the girl out of her mind for a while. Because Risa knew, Manaka is a tease she can't remove easily.
