Richard Armitage Imgaines

Doctors

We drove to the doctors I was still very unwell that's why Richard was taking me to the doctors.

We pulled onto the car park I started shaking " I can't go in they'll think I'm mad"! Richard gripped my hand tight " Sweetheart we have to get you some help"!

"If I don't get you some help you will be going back into hospital"! Replied he I still sat there shaking, I sobbed he said " I'm here darling I'm not going to leave you I promise you"!

Richard logged me into the key pad thingy then we waited to be called in, out the corner of my eye I could see everyone starring at me as if I was a animal in a zoo Richard left me for about 5 minutes as he went to the toilet. I panicked and ran out of the doctors and around the corner. When he came out I wasn't there, " oh Jesus I knew I shouldn't left her on her own"! I was leaning against the wall sobbing my heart out when he (Richard) found me I was shaking.

" here you are"! Sighed he, " Georgia darling why did you run"? I told him "I cannot they will send me to a mad house"! Replys I to Richard says shortly " No no they won't I will let that happen"! He holds me close to his chest, he looks down at me and said " Come on we will do this together my angel"! I held Richards hand tightly as I reenter ed the doctors the doctor called me I kept whispering " my god my god they'll lock me up they'll call me mad hysterical mad woman"! I clutched Richards hand tightly whilst the doctor was talking I kept looking at him ( Richard) .

I could hear what Dr carver was saying " she's suffering from Depression"! Richard replied " alright what can you give her to calm her own"? Dr carver replys " all we can give her is anti depressants to stop these episodes"! Then Richard says " Pardon she's only 24"? But Dr carver " Well that's the only medication we can give her Richard says shortly " she's not sleeping either"!

Richard wouldn't hear of it, he wanted to care of me, I try to tell him that I'm not a old woman just yet and that I have a life time live first, one of the sweetest things about him (Richard) is that he'd do anything first anyone if he could. " Right thank you Dr now I'm going her home safe"! There was a time when I use to so happy but now I just feel empty inside it's like the fun I have had with Richard has gone.

Richards POV:

You see there's much I can do for my angel unless she otherwise need my help!

But I have to be prepared just in case she has another episode and tries to do something out of character.

I love Georgia i truly do but I honestly believe it's all that bastards fault this is the reasons my angels like this.

I dunno what to do go back to work or call Lucy to look after her whilst I'm gone?

This was him (Richard) thinking of how best he could take care of me, here he is trying to do the best by me but I'm pushing him away aren't I? By saying I don't need his help I'm angry not happy when  I should be happy because I have the man of my dreams.

Richard has insisted in fact when I get back I'm not to move or stir from the sofa. " Right Mrs you heard what the doctor said I'm sorry but you're just going to have  rest darling"! It felt like I was in a weird trance for a bit until we got home. " Me rest? You've got no chance"! I joked. Richard says raising his eyebrows at me " Sweetheart this no laughing matter you have been unwell and you're going to rest"! He came towards me I took a step backwards I second guessed me " What are you doing"? I say he replies " I'm looking after you that's what I'm doing"! As he bent over I sneakily saw my opportunity to squeeze his bum ......... but it failed. " What you up to"? Asked he i l tell him " nothing"? He smirked " You're up to something"! I reply " yes and I'm telling you handsome there isn't alright"! I fell back on the soft sofa it was lazy boy ones you know, where you put your feet up.

I begged and begged him to go back to work but will he listen to me ........ no he'd rather stay home playing charge nurse Armitage. " Hun? Why don't you go back to work I'll be fine on my own"! Richard replied " Jesus no in not leaving you alone here on your own what if you were to have another episode"! I say shortly " Darling I won't honestly I'm back on the straight and narrow now"!

You see we're both stubborn he won't give in and neither will I so I guessing that we suite each other.

Richard came to sit next to me, he put his arm and around me he said " Do you remember the first time we met"? I reply " no I forgotten sorry"! You were out for Coffee with your one of many friends I'm sure"! He continued I reply sternly but softly by shaking my head, " I'm useless aren't I Richard"! He replys " No you're not angel your memories just not so good at the moment but I promise you it will come back"! He gently lifted my hair off my head and kissed it. At this point I'm shaking like a leaf and I cannot stop what's wrong with me? Could I be second guessing this relationship? 😬

I love him I do but it's just I'm finding it difficult to concentrate on my getting better at the moment my mental state is making second think about my relationship with ....... Richard.

I'm muttering myself " I don't think that is relationship is working not fully anyway"! Richard looks at me, " Georgia sweetie what's the matter you said something then"? I looked up at him I see sadness in those blue eyes,  " Richard it's nothing I'm being silly"! Richard continued " Come on tell me"! I reply " It's this damned illness it's making me second guess everything"! He replys shortly " what you mean it's making you decide whether you want to be with me or not"? I say nod my head " Of course I want to be with you Richard but it's just making me nasty things that's all"!

Richard POV:

Is there nothing really I can do to help Georgia she's suffering this I'm not helping or aiding her recovery in any way.

Richard replys " Why don't I show you Georgia some photos of our first meeting together"? I nodded my head and smiled " Go on then he reaches for his phone " ah hee it is"! He got the gallery app up and he served through them until he stopped " there remember that one"? He smiles at me.