Who would've thought I would fall for her.
Shes was your typical girl who you thought was a player but to be honesty she just wanted to be loved by someone.
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My body felt heavy as I laid in my bed, my lights was off and it was quite. Lately I've been not wanting to do anything just lay in the bed.
I've been trying to figure out why I felt this way, I haven't felt this way since I got my heart broke by Olivia. I told my self I would never feel that way again but here I am sulking over a girl that I wasn't even suppose to get caught up with.
The sound of my phone ringing could be heard but I just stayed still and watch as the light from my phone brighten up the room before falling pitch black again.
I really should start answering my phone, I just know it was janay calling to check up on me for the 1,000 time. Since I just stop responding to everyone and just disappeared.
I reach over to grab my phone as it ranged again for the second time.
"Hello" I spoke after answering the call
"Hey Rae baby this is your mother" my mother's voice said through the phone.
"Hey mom how you've been" I said
I started to feel bad because ever since she checked in to rehab I haven't contact her, I've been so busy lately.
"I'm doing great, I'm getting better day by day" She said, I could tell she was smiling ear to ear through her voice
At least she's happy there.
"Is everyone there treating you okay" I said finally sitting up in my bed looking at the wall
"Yes everyone is lovely, I'm honestly happy I'm here" She spoke reassuring me that she was fine
"Enough about me how is my child" she ask referring to me
"I'm go-" I started to say but stop
"I'm hanging in there" I said honestly
I knew if I lied to my mother she would tell and just pressure me to tell her and would get mad because I wouldn't tell her.
"Baby I can hear it in you voice, what ever bothering you let it go and live your life." She said
"I wish I could've been a better mother and stopped your father for putting so much on you at a young age" She said with a sad tone in her voice
"Mom it's not your fault honestly, I don't blame you for nothing" I said
"Why haven't you come to visit me, your father came but I was really hoping you would come" my mother said Changing the subject so she didn't get to emotional
