Love at first sight (BTS Jimin)

4) True feelings

N and Taehyung had just left together, as Taehyung sometimes followed N home after visiting BTS.

This made Jimin jealous, especially since he didn't know why the two left together. He was so jealous of Taehyung. I mean, he had N as his best friend. He could hug her whenever he wanted to and he had her trust, and as her best friend he probably knew everything about her.

Jimin was losing hope, however he was willing to wait for as long as it would take for N to love him. Or well, she kinda already did. Just as much as Jimin did, he just didn't know that.

The first time they met each other, the first 5 seconds of eye contact, it was everything. For both of them. They both experienced love at first sight, because it really was.

However, they both didn't know what each other felt. They were starting to build somewhat of a friendship because she visited BTS pretty often. But I say somewhat, since every time N is around, Jimin gets so shy he barely talks to her, and N is super shy too so she barely talks to him as well, therefore they never really got to talk to each other...

Since this had been going on for a while now, N decided to talk to Taehyung about it on their way home since they tell each other everything.

Taehyung: "No way, it's raining! The weather was so nice just 2 minutes ago" he complained while talking next to N.

She appreciated the fact that he often wanted to follow her home after visiting BTS! It was so nice of him, especially since N doesn't live too close, but not too far away either.

Every time they were walking together, N always thought about telling Tae about her feelings for Jimin, but for some reason she never brought it up....

Taehyung kinda felt the same way... he had known N for many years so he could tell that she was in love with Jimin, and as for Jimin, Tae had also known him for many many years so it was obvious to him by the way Jimin acted that he was in love with N. He always wanted to bring this up when he and N were talking privately but he never did it for some reason.

After hesitating for literally 10 minutes N thought about the situation. What could go wrong? Taehyung deserves to know how I feel about his best friend.. right?

N: "Tae?" she nervously said.
Taehyung: "What's up?"
N: "There's something I want to tell you..." she said nervously. She was so nervous about how he would react but then again, they were best friends after all.

Taehyung: "And that is...?"
N: "Look I don't know what you're going to think of me but....I just can't do this anymore... I can't hide it anymore..."
Taehyung: "Hide what?? What's going on N?"
N: "It's just....I don't know what to do...."
Taehyung: "N... you're worrying me, you need to tell me what's going on... you know I would never judge you" he said as he stopped walking.

N was so nervous, she never thought the day would come where she confessed her feelings for Jimin to someone, but the fact that she didn't know how to say it made her even more nervous and that worried Tae since he could tell how nervous she was.

N: "I'm sorry... it's just.... it's been going on for so long now.... and I don't know what to do about these feelings that I have... it's really..."
Taehyung: "Oh...is this about Jimin?" he asked as he cut her off. N was surprised, how did he know this was about Jimin?

N: "Y...yes..." she said as she looked down.
Taehyung: "You really like him don't you?"
N: "I... I do... and I don't know what to do about it... I'm sorry Tae"
Taehyung: "What, no...don't apologize, it's not a problem! Plus, I kinda already knew"
N: "W..what..?"
Taehyung: "From the day that I introduced you to my friends I could just tell that you liked him... I mean the way you secretly look at him, the way you always blush when he is around and the way you always smile whenever someone talks about him or mentions him... I mean, it's pretty obvious. I always wanted to talk to you about it but I thought I would wait until you told me about it yourself. I'm glad you finally decided to tell me... I know it must've been hard, but don't worry, it's okay"
N: "Oh my god.... I had no idea you knew about it... I'm sorry for not telling you earlier, I was really nervous about what you would think since he is also your best friend.. and I don't know if he has a girlfriend or not... It's just..he makes me feel a way I haven't felt before....it's like.... I feel safe around him. He always makes me so happy even though we never really talk... I wish I could just go up to him and talk to him but I can't... I'm way too nervous to do that. I just can't stop thinking about him.. he's so sweet, like the few times we have actually talked he was so nice to me. He really seems to care about others... and when he smiles... omg I instantly melt... I hope others don't see me blushing since you said you've seen me do it. I don't know why but, I feel connected to him....like... we've known each other for a long time... I feel like...I can trust him, you know what I mean?" she said smiling shyly all the way through it.

Taehyung smiled to himself. Hearing his best friend this happy made him happy. He only wanted the best for N and he knew she liked Jimin but he didn't know she liked him that much.

Tae also knew Jimin felt the same about N even though he had not told Taehyung about his feelings yet. Tae could just tell that Jimin liked N and if Jimin didn't want to confess his feelings soon, Tae figured he would bring up the topic next time he saw Jimin, since Taehyung now knew for sure that N likes him too!

Taehyung: "Oh waow....you really like him a lot. You know, all the things you've said about him are true. He's a really good person and he always takes care of others before himself. Thinking about it, he really needs someone like you. Someone who is caring and loves him for him and honestly, I'm glad he doesn't have a girlfriend because I think you two would be really good together"
N: "Thank you Tae, I wasn't sure if I was ever going to tell you but I'm glad I did... I don't know why I was so afraid to tell you... I guess it's just the fact that he is your best friend and...that I thought he already had a girlfriend"
Taehyung: "But N, you're also my best friend! I would never get mad at you for liking someone, even if they are close to me, I'm only glad you found someone you like! And don't worry he doesn't have a girlfriend so you can date him if you want😉 Imagine how awesome it would be to have my two best friends date each other!!"
N: "Omg.... thank you for always supporting me😭 The fact that... I m..might have a chance with him makes me so happy, but it makes me so nervous at the same time...I'm scared"
Taehyung: "Of course! But why? There's nothing to be afraid of"
N: "But just being around him makes me nervous....I'm really scared... what if he doesn't like me..."
Taehyung: "No no no calm down, there's no reason for you to be so nervous. Actually, he is really nervous himself you can't even imagine"
N: "What do you mean...?"
Taehyung: "Well... the reason why he doesn't approach you or talk to you that much is because he likes you too"
N: "W..what...?"
Taehyung: "I'm serious, just like you're too nervous to talk to him, I think he is too nervous to talk to you. He actually came to me and asked about you. At the time I didn't know what to think since I had noticed how you both had been secretly looking at each other. I always knew he liked you and I now know for sure you do too. You know, he was even really nervous to ask me about you and I think for the same reasons you were afraid to talk to me, but I can see, I know, that he likes you. I'm glad you confessed your feelings for him to me, and I'm really happy for you both. If you do start dating, I know he'll take so good care of you. And you, just hearing you talk about him...I can tell you're right for him. I think what stops him from acting on his feelings is that he probably feels like he needs my approval because you are my best friend and I introduced you so I think I need to tell him that I'm okay with it"

While Taehyung gave his speech, a tear fell down N's cheek.

Taehyung: "Oh no N...don't cry...why are you crying.." he said as he hugged her.
N: "I don't know....I was just touched by your words..." she said as she hugged him back.
Taehyung: "I honestly hope you guys can get together. I just feel that he is right for you and you for him. He's like a brother to me, just like you're like a sister to me. I love you both and I want both of you to be happy"
N: "Thank you....but there's no way..."
Taehyung: "Shhhh, of course there is. I'll help you....btw, do you still need a job?"
N: "Yes....but why...?"