Love at first sight (BTS Jimin)

9) What will he think?

N had been home for some time now, thinking about how she should tell Jimin. He would either be happy or he would be mad. Or disappointed? Angry? He could also just leave her? So many different outcomes were in N's head. She was honestly so scared to tell him. But she would have to overcome her fear now, because Jimin just came home....

N froze for a moment. Now was the time she was going to tell Jimin. She came to the door to greet Jimin with a hug. She watched him as he took off his jacket and shoes. Jimin noticed that N had begun to form tears in her eyes so he came a little closer to her.

Jimin: "Are you okay?" he asked softly.
N: "I'm fine..." she said trying to hold back her tears. Jimin noticed and came closer to hug her.

Jimin: "Did something happen?" he asked concerned as N took a deep breath. She was going to tell him and she was going to do it now.

N: "Please don't hate me Jimin..." she said while trying to remove the forming tears with her hands.

Jimin: "Of course not beautiful... don't say that, can you tell me what's wrong?" he asked as he caressed her cheeks while removing her tears at the same time.

N: "Jimin... there is something I need to tell you...I'm really nervous..." she said as tears began falling from her eyes. Jimin didn't know what was going on and it worried him. He pulled her into his arms as he caressed her back and kissed her head.

Jimin: "It's okay... just take your time, it's gonna be alright" he said while still holding her tight.

N: "D..do you promise it will?" she sobbed.
Jimin: "I promise" he said as he broke the hug to look at her.

Jimin: "Will you tell me what's wrong?" he asked softly as he took her hands. They stood in silence until N decided to tell him.

N: "I'm pregnant..." she said looking down.
Jimin: "Wait what.......you're...pregnant?" he asked softly while still trying to process what she just said. She was pregnant????

N nodded in shame as she kept wiping away her tears. Jimin was in shock, well who wouldn't be when they find out that they are going to be a parent. N was so nervous and it made her even more nervous because Jimin hadn't said anything yet...

Jimin: "You're... really pregnant?" he asked her just to make sure. This didn't feel real... they were still young and the fact that they were going to be parents...

N: "Yes I am...please don't be mad at me....and please don't leave me.... I'm sorry, it's my fault" she managed to get out in between her tears. She really thought he would hate her huh?

Jimin: "No...no it's not your fault, if it's anyone's fault then it's mine... you know, I would never leave you because of something like this... I'm not mad at you...don't blame yourself for this" he said as he took her hands. He was honestly speechless, he didn't know how to react but he knew one thing, he was definitely not going to leave her!

N: "But...it is my fault..." she said as tears wouldn't stop streaming down her cheeks. She really blamed herself for this, even though it was obviously not only her fault.

Jimin: "You need to stop blaming yourself beautiful. Is it really your fault when I was the one who got you pregnant?"
N: "I... I don't know.... I'm sorry, I was so scared that you would leave me I mean... we're so young, how are we going to take care of a child? And what about your career?"
Jimin: "I'm not going to leave you okay? I love you❤️ Pregnancy is supposed to be a good thing right? I know we are young but that doesn't matter, we can still figure it out together. You don't need to worry about my career, nothing is going to change except for the fact that we are going to be parents" he said as he kissed her.

His speech made her feel a lot better about the situation, but she still had a lot of concerns...

N: "Do you think this is a good thing? Are... you happy....?" she stuttered nervously.
Jimin: "Of course it is a good thing, I'm happy that I get to start a family with you, aren't you happy?" he smiled softly.
N: "I am, I'm just....scared" she smiled through her tears.
Jimin: "I understand, I'm nervous too... but we can get through this, I promise"
N: "Thank you... I love you" she smiled.
Jimin: "I love you too. I'm going to take really good care of you and I will make sure that you're always alright. I'm glad you're working with me so I can be with you all the time and help you whenever you need me. And when you can't work anymore, I'll still make sure you are always alright. Don't worry, I know we can get through this, it's going to be hard but it will all be worth it in the end"
N: "Jimin.... thank you so much... I was really nervous about this but I feel a lot more ready now. Our baby is so lucky, they are going to have such an amazing and caring father" she smiled as her tears were now starting to fade. He had calmed her a lot and she was now ready for whatever was going to happen!

Jimin: "And they are going to have the sweetest, kindest and most beautiful, lovely mother" he said as he kissed her.

She smiled as he said all of that and they hugged each other tight, like they were never going to let go! After hugging for a long time, Jimin kissed N passionately. The kiss was long and filled with love!

Jimin: "It's getting late, I think you should get some rest" he said as he took her hand and followed her upstairs into their bedroom.

Jimin couldn't stop thinking about the fact that N was caring their child, that they were going to be parents. It was all so surreal.

They both got ready to go to bed and even though today had been so overwhelming, they managed to fall asleep nevertheless. N fell asleep in Jimin's arms and couldn't stop admiring her. He continued to caress her until he fell asleep himself. What an amazing day!