May 3rd, 2005
Toni P.O.V
This has been one of the hardest years of my life from having my heart ripped out and having to cancel multiple shows because my kids are to small to be taken on tour and I dont want to leave them with their father.
I definitely didnt imagine my life going this way. I thought at my age I would be happily married with nothing to worry about other than my boys. But no I'm worrying about my career, my love life and my boys.
I just wish I could go back to when I first fell in love with Tyrese and stop myself 😢
*FlashBack*
June 13, 2004
Dinner at Fogo De Chao
Tyrese- Toni
Toni- Yes
Tyrese- Tonight I wanted to show you how much you mean to me and Ummm..
Toni- What?
Tyrese- How much I truly love you. I cant imagine my life without you and I know you and Keri have only been divorced for a few months but I want you to know that I'm here for you always and I'm gonna be by your side no matter which way life takes us
Toni- I love you to. I never thought I'd be able to say that again but I truly do love you to
*End Of Flashback*
If only I would've taken it slower and waited maybe I wouldn't be sitting here with a broken heart
*front door opens*
Tamar- TONI THE BRAXTON
Toni- *buries head in pillow* Whyyyyy God Whyyyy
Tamar- Toni you know you hear me calling you TONI!!!
Toni- Lord just let her leave please!!
Tamar- Toni why you still laying in bed.. I know you not still crying over Tyrese Childd he is gone far far away with whatever that girl name get up and move on it's been 5 months since he left you get over him
Toni- Some people take longer to heal than you Tamar and your Ex doesn't have twin girls on the way with his WIFE that he kept a secret from the entire world
Tamar- Actually my ex does have a wife and kids none from me though Hallelu No ma'am she dodged that bullet *laughs*
Toni- *laughs* your so crazy. What do you need though cause it's still kinda early
Tamar- Have you talked to Trina lately?
