Cold-hearted Princess [instagram au.] ➣ Satzu

[END: part I]

[tzuyu's pov]

i was walking calmly in the hospital hallway, with a flower bouquet in my hands. I was whistling happily and smiling at every patient i passed by. when i was walking i heard yelling, coming from Sana's room. Many doctors ran to her room so i followed them.
I saw her there, yelling in pain. Pushing and pulling every doctor. "Sana!" i dropped everything from my hands and ran over to her. But the doctors pulled me out of the room "no! let me see her! let me see my girlfriend! please!" the doctor closed the door right in front of me. I kicked the door repeatedly "please! let me see her..." i leaned with my head against the door bursting in tears. I kept kicking the door, hoping something would happen.

after awhile the door finally opened. i was so happy that they finally opened. i walked in her room, but all the doctors took of their mouth masks and looked down "we're sorry..." i looked at each one of the doctors. hoping what i am thinking isn't true.

"we're sorry for your loss, miss" they all left her room. so i was there in her room. with her. alone. but i was really alone. i walked over to her and watch her dead cold body. I took a chair and held her hand. "i... i got accepted to JYP Sana. Can you believe it? I worked hard for this... Im accepted. They said i should at least train for 6 months so I can join the others." i held her hand tightly trying not to cry again "its hard not to Sana... its hard... but ill keep my promise.." i sighed deeply and texted everyone.

I sat there holding her hand waiting for the others. "tzu we got your message..." mina said in a low voice. i looked over my shoulder and everyone was there. mina. momo. chaeyoung. jihyo. nayeon. jeongyeon. taehyung. namjoon and jin. i was happy seeing them, i bet she would be too. "so how's sana doing?" momo said in a happy tone. i didn't answer her. "how's sana tzuyu?" i ignored her again. i kept staring at her beautiful face. "saannnaaaaaa!" chaeyoung cheerfully walked over to her and hugged her. but when she touched her, she backed away "she's cold." everyone looked dumbfounded. i guess they noticed it right now "if you guys arrived... she would've reacted immediately..." i squeezed her hand harder. I promised no, we promised that we wont cry. "we promised sana that we wont cry when she dies. keep that promise." i looked away. everyone did the same thing. mina held her other hand "say hi to my grandma sana..." she kissed her hand and walked away. then everyone did the same thing asking sana to say hello to their beloved ones. it was my turn. the room was silent. all eyes were locked on me "say hi to Dahyun for me" i kissed her forehead.

some time passed and the doctors took her away. sana wanted to be chrimated and be spread out in Osaka. If that's her wish, I'll gladly fulfill that. I want to cry so badly sana. I really want to..

"you promised me... you wouldn't"

"i know i did... i know. but i dont think ill be able to hold it for much longer"

"let it out on the right time Tzuyu. Now it isn't."

"i miss you already Sana. I miss you. I miss my girlfriend. Why did god take you so soon..."

" he's taking care of right now. i am happy... ill never forget you Tzuyu. You weren't just my girlfriend. You were my life. This has to be goodbye. Let me go now.."

"i cant. and i wont. ill never let you go. you'll always be in my heart. my heart will always beat for you, till my end"

" Tzuyu... Goodbye "

"no! please stay here! i don't want to live without you! i don't know what i am without you..."

"everything ends and dies.