Omo I was gonna stop but some of you wanted me to update so here it is ~
Youngjae was really worried, not to mention the B.A.P manager, Daehyun didn't come out of bed for two weeks straight now. No matter how much the other hyungs tried they couldn't get Dae to budge. Youngjae sighed as he was in charge of bring Daehyun his lunch, "Is chicken alright for today?"
"Mm" , was all Daehyun ever said. Mm for yes or e em for no. Youngjae sighed frustratingly,"Jung Daehyun you are being silly and childish."
"Mm" Daehyun mumbled as he ate the meat. Youngjae looked down at his hands, feeling guilty,"I... I didn't mean to make you depressed..."
Daehyun made a sound that you could understand to be, -you didn't-. Youngjae took away Daehyun's plate then grabbed him by the shoulders,"Then just talk already! It shouldn't matter whether I love you or not you're still my best friend!" Youngjae snapped through his tears, "And you love singing more than anything... please don't give that up for me..." Youngjae sobbed. Daehyun felt a pang of guilt and anger hit his chest, guilt for making his love cry and angry because he should be the one crying. Youngjae should be happy, he didn't understand... Shouldn't Youngjae be happy? He wasn't forcing himself on him. But Youngjae hasn't been seeing Ji Nae lately either... He was really only holding Youngjae back, putting his sadness and anger aside he finally spoke." Fine" he croaked out.
Youngjae looked up,"You - you spoke" He said, happily.
Daehyun smiled sadly,"I guess I did."
Daehyun could hear Youngjae's phone vibrate again... whenever Youngjae brought him lunch Ji Nae seemed to always message Youngjae.. heh she was probably annoyed.
Daehyun sighed," You can pick that up now, you know.
Youngjae bit his lip," Is that ok?"
Daehyun nodded. Youngjae immediately took out his phone and started texting violently.
Daehyun laughed, " How long has it been with that girl now." Youngjae looked up at Daehyun sadly. Daehyun looked back at Youngjae,"What?"
Youngjae sighed, he felt really bad, you can just see it in Daehyun's eyes, the hurt, even when he was laughing it wasn't the same laugh Youngjae usually hears from him. In fact, Youngjae was really scared that he was never going to get the same laugh or smile from Daehyun ever again.
"So?" Daehyun's voice interrupted Youngjae's thoughts.
"Oh right, well it's been 21 days now." Youngjae said accurately.
"... You could've just said three weeks." Daehyun mumbled, knowing that Youngjae was only ever accurate when he cared about something. For example when he and Youngjae would go somewhere then tell the hyungs about it, Youngjae would usually tell everything in detail. What he doesn't know... is that Daehyun can do that too. Anything that Youngjae said, did, Daehyun can recall without hesitation.
After numorous of text backs Youngjae sighed,"Gotta go Daehyun, Ji Nae's getting angry, I'll see ya." and after giving his friend a short hug he started walking out.
"Youngjae," Daehyun called out as Youngjae turned back with a questioning look,"Do you think you can catch me up on the stuff I've missed for the album? When you come back?" Daehyun was still sad, but he really wanted to just spend time with Youngjae, even if it wasn't all fun and games.
Youngjae smiled,"Sure, I'll be back probs in two hours. It's mostly just your parts in the song, the dances haven't been chereographed yet."
Daehyun just nodded not really caring about what was going on,"6 then?"
