[voiceless] • Hwang Hyunjin

note 46 °hyunjin°

While looking at her, who's peacefully sleeping I still can't help but ask myself if they're just ganging up on me or not.

“she's been in a coma for three weeks now hyunjin.” minho uttered while smiling timidly at me.

three weeks?

the same time she stopped writing..

is it really her?

is that why she stopped writing?

“I don't get it? Are you saying that she is the owner of the letters?” I asked, still confuse at their words.

they nodded in unison and that made me more confused.

“then why would Kylle send those letter to me? I don't even know her? I'm still confused and lost, I mean, did she send it on purpose or what? And here I thought Skyllar was the one  who keeps on sending those letters? The hell?” i asked again as my forehead keeps on creasing each time passing by.

“hyung, it wasn't Skyllar noona. It was Kylle noona.” jisung said like as if he's trying to make me realize what's really happening.

I am, okay? I am trying to understand everything that is happening right now!

I now know that it wasn't Skyllar who keeps on sending me letters.

It was that woman in front of me, and she's not Skyllar! Definitely not!

Because they maybe have the same faces but hell their names are totally different!

Hell.

Did I assume too much that it could be Skyllar?

“Then if it isn't Skyllar, then why was she away for the same amount of time? Why was she trying to kill herself that time at the rooftop? Could you all please explain it more further so it won't make me as crazy as I am right now?” i exclaimed.

I'm trying myself to calm down but my mind is in turmoil right now while looking at them and back to the woman who is still sleeping quietly.

She isn't Skyllar.

I should be happy right?

I should be happy that she isn't Skyllar, because that only means that she's safe and she's not trying to harm herself.

But why am I disappointed at the same time?

What's so disappointing anyway?

Why am feeling like this?

What's wrong with me?

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