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dear hyunjin,

Day 75th. The more the days passed, the more I'm thinking that I'm not me. I wanted to hurt myself, so I did. You know what did I do to stop myself from thinking that I'm Skyller? Bruise myself. I have to. I need to. I need to do that so I'll get to remind myself that Skyller is dead and I'm not her. That I'm not Skyller. I will never be her. I wanted so much to stop thinking that I had to cut myself deeply. To deep...to deep...

-skyllar

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