{COMPLETED} The Bloody Leader

6.) meeting Tamara

Tords POV

I wake up to light knocking on my door, “Tord? Are you up?” I hear faintly I grunt and stood up, noticing the bunny first, nose twitching and eyes fully locked on me, she seemed startled, so I reached my hand out and she burrow herself mostly under the cloth so i removed my hand and got out of bed to answer Patryk.

“Ye, what's up?” I ask he looks at me Simi serious “Your father, he-” I interrupt him, the first thing that came to my mind was that he got sick too Patryk reassured me that he's fine but he just needed to see me in the corridor I nod shutting my door so I could get dressed before I did I glanced at Tamara and crouched down next to her, she faced me I smiled and tilted my head, she then stands on her hind legs and sniff my face, I giggle as her whiskers and nose tickled my nose and cheeks, she then nose kissed my forehead soon resting back on her front paws.

Once I'm officially done getting dressed I put Tamara in my left boot, my father would kill me if I had a pet within his permission especially one that I found in the forest, she stuck her head out and looked up at me, I gently press her head down telling her to stay hidden, this time her head stayed down but ears poked out, no one would notice unless they were on all fours and up on me.

I meet my father in the corridor he instantly saw me and rush me forward “My boy it is time,” he said, I barely caught him since he said it so fast “what do you mean,” “it time for you to see upon a soon to be wedded wife for the new king and queen of the Rose Kingdom” he smiled as we got the porch looking out, this personally was what made me question my father “you have to options Tord,” he says looking at me with wide eyes, he then took my shoulder and pulled me close to him “you can choose your best friend-” I cut him off there, Farrah was two complete years younger than me and not really my best friend she is on the girls side but my real best friend I'm unable to talk about “So you mother was almost three years younger than me-” “She wasn't you best friend though, Amber was,” I say easing my way out of his grasp.

That was the first time I ever saw my father's face drain so fast, it turned colder than stone, colder and weaker and sadder than my moms death “How do you know that?” “Mom, she told me the truth when she died on my birthday, Amber your original wife, killed herself do to depression from her lost life of her daughter, I know dad just wish I knew sooner-” “you wouldn't have understood,” I look at my dad confused and baffled I understood when I was told my true best friend that happen to be my mom happened to die on my 18th she at least planned on telling me the truth “What do you mean? I would've understood perfectly, but you didn't care to tell m-” “I TRULY LOVED HER, SHE WAS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE AND WE TRIED TO MAKE A LIFE AND FAILED NUMEROUS OF TIMES! YET SHE CONTINUED TO TRY AND ONCE WE DID GET THE RESULTS WE WANTED SHE DIED, WHAT WE WANTED TOOK THE LOVE OF MY LIFE THE ONLY ONE THAT I COULD DREAM OF! YOUR MOTHER WAS JUST WHAT A HORNY, BROKEN, DEPRESSED MAN WANTED AND I FORCED HER! YOU WERE NEVER MEANT TO BE BUT YET HERE YOU ARE YOU'RE A MISTAKE ME AND YOUR MOTHER CREATED! SO ARE YOU HAPPY? DO YOU UNDERSTAND EVERYTHING THAT WAS JUST SPILLED? HOW CAN YOU HANDLE THE TRUTH NOW SON!?”.

I back completely away from my dad tears forming in my eyes as I processed everything that was just yelled and thrown at me, I let the tears fall and look at the man in front of me that I called dad, he didn't want me he never did, he never wanted mom either, suddenly I start to feel nauseous and run to the nearest bathroom, I then hear a squeak and remember Tamara was in my boot, I take it off and see as she hooked her front paws over the boot and looked at me “oh Tamara, I don't know what to do anymore, I was- i am a mistake but why now? Why get told now?” Her nose twitches and one of her ears flop down I laugh at that, she was cute, kinda like Thomas especially on his birthday. Then I remember Thomas, I have to introduce Tamara to Thomas.

Getting snapped out of thought I noticed Tamara trying to get out of my boot, I laughed at her attempts and pick her up from her bottom, she looks at me as she fits perfectly in the palm of my hand, I smile at her and at this point I notice another similarity between her and Thomas her eyes were almost completely black voids like his, hm I think as I put her in my hair, she moves around a but soon settle down right in between my horn shaped hair, I smile feeling a tad bit happier than what I was before but I was still hurt. “If only the first star was seen now and we'd be on our way,” I laugh to myself.

Once in my room I take Tamara out of my hair and place her in her makeshift bed, she gladly makes her way under the makeshift blanket until what was left of her was her lil fluff for a tail, I smile and lay on my bed hoping not to hear what started to turn into everyday commotion. My Kingdom and the Navy Kingdom I think are the only real kingdoms strict on being straight,  the lilac, marron, and Star Kingdom are fine with it but don't necessarily support it, the Velvet Kingdom on the other hand seem to be perfectly fine with homosexuality, bisexual, transgender, transsexual, queer, and intersexual people, but the question that seemed to linger now thinking about it, is it the same necessity for Thomas, could he be anyone of those things and still be an era to the throne or does he have to be straight?

I continue asking those questions until I start to fall asleep only to but rudely awoken by squeaking “Tamara shut up,” I say looking at her bed, but she wasn't there i turn my head the other way and find her out the window, it was dark but still light so when I went to pick her up I take a fresh breath of air only to see the first two stars in the sky… I was two hours late, so I just shove Tamara in my boot as I quickly grab my rope I use to get in and out, once I have it set i make my way down the rope and run toward the forest to me and Thomas's spot once I get there I see a figure that seemed to represent him but something seemed off, I shrugged and thought why not surprise him.

I creeped through the dense trees until I was behind him taking Tamara out of my boot and tell her my plan her nibbling on the side of my face told me yes, I understand. I started toward Thomas just as he looked up in the sky and sighed I set Tamara in his head, he freaked out jumping about ten feet off the ground, I laugh as he notices it was me holding Tamara in my hands under her front paws. “T-That wasn't nice Tord!” “Sorry just wanted to surprise you with a little gift,” j hold out Tamara and she immediately start sniffing Thomas, he started to laugh and took the bunny out of my hands and kissed the top of her head “I didn't say she was yours ya dink,” I say looking at Thomas he looked up at me naked her name I told him Tamara and his eyes lightened up, I must've gave the most confusing look I've ever did in my life “my mom said that if I was a girl, my name would've been Tamara,” he says with a smile.

The way he was holding Tamara was very protective and secure but also how the little girls in my Kingdom hold on to their stuffed animals like their lives depend on them, I laugh, once I calm down we start to talk, Thomas helped me forget what was haunting me earlier this day he then asked me looking suggestive if I knew what breed Tamara was, I stutter but then shrug saying no “she's a Crystal Bon,” he says smiling “wait Bon and not Bun?” “Yes Bon, Tamara is a Crystal Bon, B-O-N, Bon,” “huh, what else is special about her?” I ask as looking at Thomas, he seemed distracted as Tamara slept I sigh and accidentally called Thomas Tom I started apologizing and hitting myself on the side of my head thinking I messed up.

“Hey, hey, hey it's ok, you can call me that,” he says holding Tamara in one arm and the other holding back my arm from hitting myself again “Are you sure? Cause that was totally unintentional to call you that,” “yes it's fine Tord, I actually never had a nickname other than the ones my mom gave me,” “wait, really?” “Yes, really,” I laugh a little and look up at the sky, my smile turning into a frown “it's the midnight moon,” I say, Tom's grip on my arm let me go as he nodded and hmm'd he handed me Tamara but I told him it a late birthday present, I see his eyes practically glow, it was actions like those that made him stick in ny mind and what connect him with Tamara. After Tom thanking me about hundreds of times we say our goodbyes and head on our ways, I don't go to my window but to Farrah's house with a note saying thank you once I finish doing that I go ahead to climb the rope connected to my window once inside I don't bother changing so I just collapse on my bed falling asleep faster than normal.

Ok so one I'm sorry I didn't post earlier but I was trying to figure out how this chapter was gonna play out, Two any fan art, if so I'd love to see it, Three I love you all and ik I didn't “explain” this chapter like others but let's be honest this was highly explanatory so byeee 💜💜💜 (sorry if this chapter seemed rush also)

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