Can't Let You Go || JJK [EDITING]

Chapter 39

He firmly held my hand as we entered the field full of lavender flowers. It was beautiful. The sun shone bright making the scene even more mesmerizing than it was a few weeks ago. The air blew in my air making the strands of my hair tangle with each other but I didn't care. I was too engrossed with admiring the scene in front of me that I even forgot the presence next to me. I felt a tug on my hand that brought me back to my senses so I looked up to Jungkook.

"I was asking you if you like it." He asked me with a small smile. I vigorously nodded and smiled back. Jungkook was being really nice but if I ask too much, disagree about a matter or if I give my opinion, he got very mad and beat so I tried never doing that. I had basically no life anymore. I had to do what he told me like I was a pet for him. I was mentally dead and attempted a few times to commit suicide but one day he found out and hid all the sharp things even bleach and other things from me. I can't escape him, I can't die and they way I'm living isn't worth living. Maybe, the only option is to kill him? But the question is how can I overpower him?

We walked deeper into the field, inhaling the scent of nature as I stretched my arms to feel the flowers brushing my skin. Jungkook, beside was plucking flowers, still not letting go of my hand. After he collected a bunch of flowers, he turned his body to face me, making me halt in my tracks. He then knelt down on one knee as he held the flowers in front of me.
"For you." He said with an adorable bunny smile which made his nose crunch. There are those moments when I doubt the fact that he is the same person who also kills people. I couldn't help but smile a little bit at his behavior and took his flowers, mouthing a 'thanks'. He quickly regained his posture and placed his hands on my waist as he leant in for a kiss. Again? I mentally sighed out of irritation. He was too clingy and it was driving me insane. He would always and everywhere kiss, hug and cuddle with me. The only private space I have is the bathroom.

After a long 2 hours wandering in the fields and woods, we decided to return.
"I think I have some stones in my shoes." He said as he sat down in the grass, taking off his right shoe. I also seated myself on the ground, against a tree. I looked around me only to find a cute little bunny hopping around. I silently followed the small creature until I caught it. The bunny struggled a bit to get out of my hands but soon I managed to calm it down. I sat on the grass, stroking the bunny as I the watched Jungkook taking the stones out of his shoe. I couldn't help but compare Jungkook to the bunny. Even though, they resembled each other, they weren't the same. This little fluff ball was the prey and Jungkook was he predator. The bunny started to panic for some reason. I tried to calm it again but instead he scratched my cheek making me shriek. It quickly hopped away behind a tree, leaving me behind with a bloodied cheek. Jungkook head turned towards me as he fastly stalked to me.

"What happened?" He touched my cheek and examined it. He then licked the little red substance off his fingers. Ugh, blood kink.
"It was a bunny..." I said, rubbing my cheek.
"Where did it go?" He asked as he looked around in order to spot the animal. Without me answering, he already found the bunny behind the tree. He picked up it and headed to me, to place it in front of me. I was confused why he did that until he started to stamp on the creature.
"Jungkook ... Stop!" I tried to pushing him away but he grabbed my wrist.
"Y/n, it hurt you, now I will hurt it too." He said as he continued stamping on it. Blood spatted around until the creature was completely crushed. I cried out of shock and backed away while I kept staring at his now red stained Timberland's. He walked towards me.
"Oh, baby. Come here. I won't hurt you." He hugged my sobbing form. He made me turn to the dead animal and placed himself behind me, wrapping his hands around me.
"This happens when someone or something hurts you, y/n." His cold hands wiped off my tears and his breath fanned against my neck.
"You're only safe with me."