Blake P.O.V
Never in all my life have I been this nervous. "Are you sure you're ready?", Miles smiled warmly making me feel bad. "I'm ready", I lied back, I wasn't ready at all. "Wanna go back to yours?", he asked and I nodded. I wanted to lose my virginity in my own house, and my dads were home so maybe they could stop it from happening because I was too scared to tell Miles I wasn't ready.
I pressed the door bell and only a few seconds later it opened to Daddy. "Come on in, it's going to rain", he stroked my back as we walked into the living room. I looked over at Miles, he's the only person I want to be with and he loves me so I'm ready to show him how much I love him. "Goodnight dads, I'm going to bed", I fake yawned power walking up the stairs with Miles following slowly.
"Get undressed", I whipsered while reaching for the light. "What, babe you don't need to turn the lights off", he chuckled at me making me feel stupid. I stood in my place awkwardly as he tugged his shirt off. "Are you okay Blake?", he came over running his fingers down my arm. "I'm embarrassed", I mumbled reaching for the light switch but he held my hands.
"You don't have to hide, you're my boyfriend and I love you", he smiled as I returned the words in a whisper. "Just take it slow", he smiled slowly lifting my shirt above my underweight stomach to my chest. I got my arms free as he tugged it off my body. I awkwardly wrapped my arms around myself, my ribs were sticking out and my arm scars were on show.
He sent me a smile while tugging his jeans off his long manly legs. I nervously struggled with my belt taking ages from how shaky my hands were. "Aw, no need to be nervous", he pecked my lips and he undid my belt for me and I stepped out my extremely skinny jeans. I laid down on the bed as he got between my legs. We still had our boxers on, he slowly thrusted against me causing me to moan out quickly closing my mouth afterwards. "Damn, that was adorable", he laughed nibbling on my neck to my jaw line.
"Miles", I stuttered out grinding my hips with his pace. I felt his fingers hook around the fabric of my underwear, in the blink of an eye he was slipping them down my legs. I covered my self with my hand but he tugged it away letting my member harden. He sat up looking down at my bare body, lust in his eyes. His hands wrapped around my thighs spreading them apart as I gasped. "Just breathe", he smiled pouring something onto his hand. "Miles, what are-", I whimpered out in pain as he thrusted half a finger into me.
"It will open you up", he blushed as I relaxed and let him do what he wanted. "Ow, please take it out", I frowned backing up a bit but he held me still pulling his fingers out. "Here", he tugged my legs closer to him and leant down taking me in his mouth. His tongue trailed up my length circling the head, I squeaked out in surprise. My eyes widened and I moaned at the sensation of his mouth around me. I tugged on his hair and moaned as his moans vibrated onto me. I ripped open the condom packet with my teeth and cringed at the slimy feel of it.
"Aw", he smiled out as I placed it on his tip blushing when my hand brushed against his member. His hands took control while I watched nervously as he put it on. I wrapped my arms around his neck as he pushed at my entrance. I closed my eyes tightly as he pushed himself in a bit to quickly causing a scream to escape my mouth. "It hurt-", I was cut off when he slammed his lips down onto mine. He pushed himself all the way in causing a waterfall to escape my eyes.
He started thrusting and soon the pain turned into pleasure. He soon flipped us over and I got the hint as he held my hips lowering me down onto himself. I poked his nippes and he held in a moan as I bounced on him. I held my member and stroked myself as he watched my hand with his eyes slightly closed. "I love you", I panted out as he leaned up to kiss my lips. I felt the tension build inside of me and pumped faster and realeased onto Miles's stomach and he realeased into me.
He pulled out pulling me to his chest. "It hurts", I whimpered as he held me tighter. "It won't hurt as much next time", he wiped away my waterfall of dried tears and I hugged him. "I just lost my virginity to you", I mumbled out and let the butterflies roam inside of me.
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I'm so sorry this chapter sucks, but tomorrows chapter will be interesting :D
