Blake P.O.V
My eyes blinked open and I winced at the sunlight blinding my vision. "Ugh", I groaned out wincing again when the blanket rubbed against my wrist. I'm so stupid. "He's fine, just let him have a few hours to sleep in", Dad said. I could here him and Dad from their bedroom talking. "Why do you always treat him like a baby?", Dad said in annoyed tone.
I rolled out of bed like James Bond and crouched outside their door to get a better hearing. "Jake, I dont", Daddy defended himself holding onto Dads hand. "All you do is worry about him, he's sixteen, you let him do everything and you would let him get away with murder, you have to be more strict", Dad muttered back. "I just care about him, I don't let him do everything, I don't let him go out and party until three am like you did when you was his age", Daddy shot back.
"You let him have sex, when I told you how I felt about him going out and fucking Miles who he's only been seeing for a few weeks. I don't want to see Blake depressed when Miles decides to leave him", Dad pulled his hand away, my heart dropped. "I think Miles is a nice boy, and it's none of our business if he goes out and has sex, let him live his life", Daddy rolled onto his side facing away. "I don't like him, I think he's just using Blake, as he's sensitive and easy", Dad said. That hurt my feelings, i'm not easy.
"Miles isn't using Blake, Blake isn't easy either-", Dad cut Daddy off. "Rain your so blind, Blake is inlove with him, Miles knows that so it's easier to use Blake, but it's his life so end of conversation", Dad stood up and went into the closet with a slam of the door. "I'm not blind", Dad sighed. "If you're not blind, then why didn't you stop Blake from slitting his wrists last night... exactly", Dad yelled from the closet. My heart just exploded. I looked up at Daddys face and he just sat there distraught.
I sobbed out making his head snap up but I had already ran into my bedroom before he could see me. I looked down at the gashes on my wrists regretting even being born. "I don't want Blake meeting Uncle Blake either", Dad yelled once again. "Why?, does it remind you of how I jumped off that bridge because you was a shitty boyfriend and didn't help me from the beating?", Daddy stuttered. "Don't bring that up, I told you I was sorry, that man isn't coming near our son", Dad said.
"Fine, do what you want Jake", Daddy stuttered and I heard him start crying. I couldn't stay here any longer. I slipped some clothes on putting my beanie on to cover my bed hair and climbed out of the window. "Honey honey, I can see the stars all the way from here.. finally you put my love on top", Beyonce blasted through my ear phones.
I got to Miles's front door. I knocked softly and a few seconds later his little sister Kattie answered with a bright smile on her face. "Uncle Blakey", she squealed holding her arms up. I've only met her once, but I guess she likes me. "Who is it hunny?", Miles Mom called out as I picked Kattie up holding her on my hip. "It's hula hoop boy", Kattie giggled and I smiled at her mom. "Hello sweetheart, Miles is out at the moment but you can come inside and chill until he gets back from the doctors", she rubbed my back as I frowned.
"Can you make me some noodles?", she pouted sticking her bottom lip out blinking. "Of course cutie", I smirked at her blush and sat her on the counter as she watched me on the cooker. I poured the noodles into her barbie dish handing it to her and she hugged my legs before wandering off. She just used me for food -_-.
I ran the saucepan under the tap until I heard the kitchen door open. I snapped around and gasped, flying into Miles's arms tightly. "Woah, missed me that much?", he chuckled holding me back. I didn't answer, I just needed him to hold me. "I want the D", I mumbled wanting to take my mind off my parents arguing and all the bullshit thats going on. Miles just burst out laughing at my sudden question but I just stared at him. "Oh you were being serious, okay come to my bedroom", he linked his fingers into mine.
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"Blake", Miled stuttered as I wiped my sticky goo off his chest and he realased. I kept boucing making him go wide eyed and moan louder, I giggled as his parents can definately hear him. He held my hips pulling himself out. We kept our tops on, else he would have seen my arm and I don't want another person being angry with me. He sat up and pulled his shirt off flinging it to the floor. "Go to sleep", he smiled waiting for me to lie down.
He tugged on my shirt and my heart rose to my throat. "I know you relapsed, you don't have to hide it", he smiled making me smile back and throw my shirt across the room. "Promise me you'll try and stop?", he sighed pressing his lips to my wrist. I nodded snuggling into him. "I love you", I said running my fingertips across his chest. "I love you too baby", he held me closer and I drifted off to sleep.
Jake P.O.V ^_^
"It's your fault he's gone", Rain sobbed out making me feel bad but I was pissed off, fuck him. "How is it my fault, he ran off because your a shit dad who didn't notice his own son was hurting himself", I snapped back and regreted it instantly. He looked up at me, tears streaming down his cheeks. "Ray ray, I didn't mean-", he cut me off. "I've tried my best raising him, I guess I am a shit dad", he exploded into tears. I just held him. "You're the best dad anyone could ever ask for", I rubbed his back as he shook with tears.
"Why did you say it then, it's true", he screamed breaking down in my arms. "Rain just shut up, You're a good dad, I said it because I'm anrgy", I kissed his lips and he melted into my touch. "I love you, I'm so sorry", I held him closer against me as he pecked my lips one final time. I picked up my phone that was ringing.
Miles: Jake?
Me: Where the fuck is Blake, tell him to get home right now!
Miles: Woah, he's asleep, I just called to tell you he's at my house
Me: Keep your dick in your underpants, and thanks
Miles: Too late ;)
Me: If you have put your dick anywhere near Blakes a-
The little shit hung up on me. "He fucked Blake", I roared tossing my phone to the side. "Fucking assholes", I over reacted making Rain hold in a laugh. I smiled as it made him happy. "Sarcastic knobhead", I mumbled. "He was like, too late", I muttered in a pissed off tone.
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Blake P.O.V
"Dads?", I called out nervously from the front door. Dad suddenly appeared infront of me making me jump out my skin. "And where the fuck have you been", he glared making me swallow a gulp. "Miles bed- house!", I quickly changed my words blushing when Dad squinted his eyes at me. "Your sixteen, stop being a whore", he smirked making me less tense. "Did you sleep with him?", he squinted his eyes again and I nodded awkwardly. "Dad you're embarrassing, leave me alone", I swatted him away walking to the stairs.
I was strumming on my guitar as Dad walked into my bedroom without knocking. "Hey dad", I smiled playing a few chords. "Are you safe?", he said while sitting on my bed opposit me. I raised my eyebrow confused putting my guitar to one side. "When you have sex, are you safe?", he asked seriously. "Yeah, always", I said back. I hardly found it awkward talking to my parents about sex. "Dad, are you and Daddy okay?", I frowned feeling guilty. "Yeah why?", he asked confused. "Well you've been arguing allot and I heard him crying this morning", I looked down at my hands.
"Come give me a hug, we're fine dont worry", he smiled as I leaned over and hugged him. "I love you", I let go and picked up my guitar. "I love you too buttface", he smiled picking up an extra guitar and followed what I was playing.
