13. Truth

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  Blake P.O.V       (this chapter will suck because i forgot to save it xD) 

"When you say you love me, know I love you more. When you say you need me, know I need you more. I adore you", I sang softly strumming a few chords as I was writting a new song out of boredom and for Miles. "Whats up- oh sorry", Daddy whispered quietly sitting on the bed watching me. "I love lying next to you, I could do this for eternity", I mumbled ending the song. 

"Aw, is that song for Miles", Daddy teased winking playfully at me. I nodded while a blush crept onto my cheeks. "He asked me to marry him", I smiled at the memory and his face slightly dropped but he showed happiness for me. "I've only been dating him for a little while, I'm so not ready for engagement and marriage yet", I smiled and he sighed in relief. I froze when I saw Dad in the door way. 

"No way in hell are you marrying Miles", he gritted his teeth. I ignored him not wanting to get into another argument. "Well it goes like this, the fourth, the fith-", I sang with the guitar but Dad cleared his throat. "I'm marrying Miles, deal with it. I'm sixteen, leave me alone", I groaned pushing past him and out of my bedroom. "Get back here, now!", he snapped and it scared me shitless. 

"Dad?", I frowned standing near him. "Jake, leave him alone, why do you have to make a big fuss out of everything?", Daddy said holding Dads hand trying to calm him down. "I care about our son Rain, I'm not going to let him marry Miles and run off to fuck knows where", he snapped ripping his hand away. 

"Break up with him Blake-", I cut him off with a gasp as I felt a pain in my chest. "No!", I yelled out and gave him a hurt look. "Jake, what has gotten into you", Daddy said giving him a heartbroken look. "Break up with him", Dad repeated. I couldn't even believe what I was hearing. 

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Miles P.O.V

"Why don't you want me dating Blake?", I asked nervously. I came over after Blake rang me up crying about how his Dad wanted him to break up with me. Me and Jake were sat in the garden having a private talk to ourselves. "Promise me you wont fucking tell him?", he snapped with a sour look. I crossed my heart and listened. 

"He was thirteen when he developed that massive crush on you, he was inlove with you and it went on for three years", he sighed running a hand through his tangled hair. "You were dating Rachael at the time and he got into severe depression. He just wanted you to notice him and everyday he came home upset about how he couldn't have this boy he wanted", he sighed again taking another drag on his cigarette. 

"He thought he was too ugly so he started wearing makeup and grew his hair out even longer to make him self look more feminine, his depression got worse when he started dating other boys to get over you. Every one of his boyfriends treated him like dirt, he deserves the best Miles. I never want to see him that depressed ever again. He would go to school and come straight home locking him self away in his bedroom for days at a time", he blinked away the tears. I was shocked.

"The only person he ever wanted was you, he starved himself and became bulimic from trying to get you to notice him but you never did. I don't want you dating him Miles, he's broken beyond compare. If you mess up, he will surely try and end his life-", he cut himself off blowing out the smoke into the cloudy atmosphere. I let the tears fall, I never knew I caused Blake this much pain for three years he was suffering in silence.

"He tried to kill himself because of me?", I choked out wanting to be brave but all my walls just crumbled to the ground. "Hurt him Miles, and I will kill you", he glared at me and I knew he was being serious. "Miles?", Blakes makeupless face appeared in the garden doorway. He looked fucking stunning, why didn't he already know that. "Treat him like a king, he deserves it", his Dad whispered and pulled out another cigarette lighting it up. 

"Why have you been crying?", Blake pouted making my heart ache. "Just come here", I sighed holding my arms out to him. He sped up and sat down straddling me, he wrapped his little arms around my neck. "Don't cry", he sniffled and it was so adorable. He leaned back and cupped my cheeks running his thumbs under my eyes to catch the dried tears. "Are you wearing my shirt?", I asked with a light smirk at his blushing. "It smells nice", he mumbled resting his head on my shoulder. 

I laughed softly looking at his body, he was wearing my rainbow long sleeved shirt that went to his thighs. I looked down his long bare legs, he was wearing barbie socks. "Quit starring at my feet, I know their tiny", he giggled and it was true. "Your feet are cute, don't worry", I smirked rubbing his legs boredly. "Is the swimming pool warm?", Blake asked his Dad who was watching us concerned. "Nope, I'm gonna make dinner", he vanished into the house. 
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Blake P.O.V

"Do I look okay?", I asked while posing in the mirror making Miles laugh. "You look hot", he whistled slapping his hand on my butt. We were going to Seths house party, he hates me but he asked me to go. I've never been to a house party before.

"Damn your ass looks mighty fine in those jeans", seth called out from his car. I blushed dark red, he isn't gay but he always embarrasses you at every chance he could get. Miles sent him a playful glare as we climbed into Seths car. Miles climbed in and sat in the front deciding to ditch me. I climbed into the backseat and Seth climbed in next to me. 

"I'm sorry for being a jackass", seth said holding his fist out. "It's okay", I smiled pressing my fist against his. "If anyone gives you any shit, come and tell me", he said and leaned over to blast the radio up. "Why did you invite us?", I asked out confused. "I invited you because I want to stop being your bully, you don't deserve it", he punched my shoulder lightly in a friendly way and I smiled. "I didn't invite Miles", he said making me giggle.

"He's just making sure I'm not trying to get you alone and make a move on you", he smirked which confused me but I laughed anyways. "You're not gay though", I whispered to myself but he heard. "You're blind", he rolled his eyes and sat back in his seat. Seth is gay?!

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