She will be loved

chapter 5!!!

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-edited- finally…

I hope you like it don’t have to just remember that, It’s your opinion!!!

-Luv_3mily!!

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Clarissa POV

I wake up 5 minutes ago and I haven’t gotten out of bed nor am I fully awake. I don’t feel like going to school today for 2 reasons:

1. I would see amber, and who know what she would do to me when she saw me.

2. My monthly friend has checked in and I’m having horrible cramps, I think it’s a curse then a gift from Mother Nature. And I’m extremely moody!!

I got out of bed and went to the closet, dragging my feet. I grabbed my black ripped skinny jean, my white tank top, leather jacket, and nikey high-tops, along with a bra and underwear.  I turn to the clock it was 6:32.

‘I woke up to early, eh, I get to take a long cold shower, not that long tough. I walked into my bathroom and did my business , than undress and jumped into the shower. I washed my hair and body then shaved my legs. I got out, I grabbed a pad, to me tampons are very uncomfortable.

I got dressed and put on my socks and shoes. I went back into my bathroom and pulled out my make-up, I look into my large mirror my eyes were gray today, I put black eyeliner make my eyes pop, and brushed my teeth then put pink lipstick and a little blush and brown eye-shadow and mascara. ‘I look gooood!!’ I said in my head, then I grabbed my bag and walked out of my room smelling bacon eggs and pancakes, only this time I didn’t make to make them.

‘Hmm, I wonder how much amber and dad are having fun cooking, and cleaning by themselves.’ I said to myself.

‘Probably having fun right!!’ a voice said in my head.

‘Who are you??’ I said the voice.

‘I am you conscience.’ The voice said chuckling.

‘Ha-ha very funny, but really?!?’ I asked.

‘I am amber.’ the voi- I mean amber said.

‘cool, but then also not cool because of my sister, or should I say adopted sister used to beat me up, and still does now, and her name is amber.’ I said and I felt the horrible pain bellow my stomach.

‘Ow!! That must of hurt to make you flinch.’ Amber said.

‘Yeah of course it does.’ I told amber. ‘Anyway can you tell me why you are talking to me in my head??’

‘I’m amber, I’m your wolf.’ She chirped.

‘Cool, WAIT!!WHAT??? I thought werewolves were mythical creatures that

‘Were only existed in fairytales??’ I said, I remember Aaron telling me that I was a werewolf but I never believed it.

‘Ouch that hurt and you even found out and still didn’t believe it??’ amber asked.

‘Well yeah, people made movies about you, I mean us, that we were fairytales and other things.’ I told her.

‘well we are not,’ she paused. ‘Like what likes out movies??’ she asked.

I sighed. ‘Well, there is one were there this girl name Bella she is human, Edward a vampire, Jacob a werewolf.’ I pause for a second. ‘the vampire sparkles like a drag-queen with an obsession glitter on himself while the Bella chick says his beautiful, and for Jacob he loves a straight face, emotionless, Bella and she doesn’t love him the same way back… so I feel bad for Jacob, the girl that doesn’t love him back, she goes for the blood sucking vampire instead of the hot body, Jacob.’ I said.