More Than This(K.TH FF)UPDATEONGOING

CHAPTER FOURTEEN

TAEHYUNG'S POV

IT'S been exactly five days since Y/N was injured from tha accident. Jian, the guy who barely stabbed Hera, was still going to our school which seemed off. Students might still be traumatized from his actions and its been a long time since our cafeteria had peace.

"It's quiet without her" Jungkook whispered but everyone heard it. "What did she do so wrong that everyone hated her"

But ny heart beated faster than usual. I felt like I was empty enough to give room for guilt and shame.

"The teachers said she was a good student, and very talented. It's just that she has a terrible attitude" Jin said. "But I can tell that it was her normal attitude. She's not the type of perso who would fight without a reason"

Jin was right, I noticed that she wouldn't get to a physical fight unless the bully abuses her. I began to question myself of what I had done. Is it my fault why she gets bullied?

I shook my head in denial. What was I thinking?! She got what she deserved because of her attitude! Wait, what is her attitude?

She can be very mean, frank, and brutal. But it was all for self defense. I felt extreme guilt for everything I had done to her. May she didn't mind telling you guys but I had been making fun of her recently without telling you.

"Well someone's guilty" Yoon gi commented which made everyone's eyebrow raised up.

"Well someone's inlove with Hera Zione" I replied looking at the air.

"Atleast I don't hide my feelings by making fun of her" I froze when he said that. That hit me in the head and everyone laughed at what he said.

"Well, noona could fight Taehyung she's strong" Jungkook added but everyone smirked at him.

"Is our Kookie inlive too?" Hoseok doing his aegyo to Kookie.

"A love triangle?" Jimin smirked.

"Have you guys ever noticed?" Namjoon joined in so everyone listened. "She would always have a blank face, talking in a monotoned voice that you couldn't read her emotions?" Everyone nodded except me.

"Some say that a person like her must've been in the worst state in her past." Jin said.

"Her actions are strong but her eyes wouldn't let happiness in her soul again" Hoseok said.

"She just need sleep" Yoon gi added but everyone made a mocking face towards him.

"She must've had a hard time in her past she reminds me of.....you" Jimin looked at me so I he had me confused. Everyone lowered their heads pretended that they were not listening. "She's just like you Taehyung, how come..... you never understood her" he became frank and beliw the belt. I slammee my arms on the table and stood up in anger. I could feel everyone's eyes looking at us by now and how everyone would see me in anger.

"I am nothing like her, I never did anything to harm others" I was trembling with anger caught up with the wrath wrap in my heart. "Don't ever compare my pain to others, we have our own levels of sensitivity hyung!" I sad the last word sarcasticly and left the cafeteria. Even my whole body heated up in anger, my eyes were darkened, and my aura changed back to darkness.

I went back to our classroom and five minutes later classes already started but my heart skipped a beat when someone knocked at the door.

"You are late sit down!" The teacher yelled as the limping girl walked straight to her desk. My eyebrows were joined together my eyes wont take off her backview.

I calmed myself, and tried to stop myself from trembling. My pen fell on floor but as I stood up I had a glance of y/n's hands in a clunched form. It was reddish and had so many wounds that it was bleeding! My wrath worsened as I grabbed y/n wrist causing her pain and dragged her out of her room!

"What's wrong with you!?" She said. But as what everyone told me, she would always be calm and had a cold and monotoned voice. Her face was blank seeing no emotions unless, you look at her in the eyes. I walked towards her till she gets cornered on the wall. I had my arms on her sides so she wouldn't escape and came near her face.

"What is wrong with you?!" It was a question out o f the blue. They were all right, she had nothing else to say when she had no eyes. She's physically damaged. Hera said her bruises at her back wasn't healed yet. Her arms had cuts, her other hand was still bandaged, and the other was so red that it was internally bleeding. She was still limping but went to school in her kind of situation. She was physically damaged but, internally bleeding. She ignored every pain she felt physically to the point that it wouldn't hurt her compared to whatever happened to her before. I punched the wall but she didn't even flinched. Leaving her there and went out of the building and straight to the dance room.

But I worsened myself. I knew it wasn't okay for me to come here alone as I see myself dancing here with someone who is forbidden in my mind. Seeing her looking into my eyes, her blushing cheeks, her arms wrapped around my shoulders was just.....

A lie.

"You caused me enough trouble leave me alone!" I yelled in the room but I knew nobody was there. It was just my imagination and all. But it wasn't just my imagination, it was an unforgettable dark memory.

As I remember every second she was having an affair with someone, kissing him with an eye to eye contact showed how much they loved together. But, I couldn't get mad at the other. He was a precious someone to me, that I loved him as a family. But I had to quit being an idol and same goes for everyone as they followed me to school. It wasn't his fault nor her's. It was my fault letting my ex girlfriend get drunk with him.

But the history is repeating itself. She wasn't even close to y/n. She was feminine and a beauty, while y/n has it all hidden because of her facial expressions which is always blank! She can be beautiful in many ways, but the other hurt me in wrong way....

To the point I barely died in depression. I suffered through anxiety. Till, the darkness comforted me, pain was my friend which would stay beside me even in my nightmares, and wrath who would guide me to hurt others when they hurt me too. To the point I would ask BTS to kill me.....

But I would rather.....

Kill myself.