CHAPTER FIFTEEN

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TAEHYUNG'S POV

ON that very day, I realized how fragile y/n was. I was blinded by her coldness, her blank face, and her attitude. I was blinded ebought to see that she was the worst person I encountered but deep down I knew she was suffering from something.

I didn't go home but the fact I went to a bar beside the cafe near our school was all I wanted. A waiter and a waitress whom I knew from before was shocked seeing me again.

"Good evening sir, how may I help you?" The girl asked but I knew I wasn't depressed to bring myself here again.

"One Balkan 176 vodka"

"One shot sir?"

"One bottle"

She gasped but I ignored her. "But sir-------"

"I'm gonna pay for it why worry?"

"How are you feeling today sir?" She changed the topic. I looked up to her but I, myself, couldn't give an answer.

"Just do as I say" I signalled her to leave but she had a worried look on me.

I brushed my hair up as I couldn't figure out why am I this hurt. It's already 8PM and the music here in the bar became a little louder now.

"Taehyung!" Jin came barging in the door with the others. "We were worried sick! What are you....doing here" his voiced calmed down.

"Taehyung I'm so sorry I didn't mean it that way I'm....." Jimin was reallt sinscere but instead of getting mad I smiled at him causing them to be shocked.

"Why are you here anyways? Are really okay? Come on Tae talk to us" Hoseok tried to cheer me up but I couldn't.

"What's bothering you dongsaeng?" Yoon Gi hyung asked. I looked at him, having a blank face but like y/n's his eyes were worried.

"I don't know, I just don't know" I said in a confused tone. "I don't know what's hurting. The fact that I hurt someone to ease my pain, seeing her hurt, misinterpeting her, or seeing her with another guy!" I didn't know I was already shouting but thanks to the loud music only they could hear me.

"I'm sorry" Jungkook finally spoke. He was quiet the whole day and hearing it from the maknae stabbed my heart. "But tell me hyung?"

"Tell you what?"

"Was it because of our past, or was I... repeating history in a different way" his voice volumed down and everyone became quiet. What I had ordered has been put down our table and opened the shot.

"Wait! That's too strong for you to drink! Even for us!" RM held my wrist tryign to stop me from opening it.

"Miss bring us some soju wine" Jin called out the waitress who served me here at the bar. Her name was Prim and she was one of the waiters and waitress here who recognized me for being her everyday when I was....

"Thank you" Jin said as she served us.

Y/N POV

I didn't know what was that for. He was angry for no reason, he punched the wall with anger but deep inside me said that he should've punch med instead....

So he would hurt less.

As I saw the blood running down his hand made me wonder. His anger, his blank face, the wrath in his eyes, the darkness itself sorrounding him. He was in pain. I could see from the start that he was holding back something. But I was dumb enough to fight back.

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