Follow the steps to find the goal is not easy, we start with small searches without meaning, see without understanding, we are not able to observe carefully what surrounds us, the beauty of life. What we call every day is boring and we flee from it, and we choose to fight, to risk ourselves to feel alive, with a purpose, a surrealistic goal that we don't reach.
Nothing should be that way since the key to achieving what we long for when we wake up is to enjoy every moment.