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baisemain ; 5

so... we actually fucking date for two short years and it stops when the accident took her precious memories. including our sweetest, and bitterest memories ever.

   she lose her memories at the time.

   at first, the doctor said that she'll not going to wake up that soon, that's mean she's in coma. the accident happened on her birthday and she ended up laying on a cot.

but that's not the worst part ever.

the worst part is, i'm not suffering 7 surgeries, coma, laying on a cot for a long period like her. it hurts me the most. all i can do us just staying, hoping for her to recover soon with the bandage wrapped around my arm.

   the accident cause by me.

   i shouldn't let her approaching me at the time.

   i shouldn't let her hugging me, pushing me hardly at the time.

   i shouldn't bring her out for a date as a birthday gift.

   i can save her.

after 2 months waiting for her to wake up from her coma, i had to go back home to my hometown, japan. means, i need to leave jisoo without having a chance to see her see me again.

   i lose hope.

   and she lose memories.

only if i can rewind time, avoid the accident and continue our date. and at the end, i take out a box of ring from my coat at the time and put it in her finger, she can be mine at the time.

   i really want to give her a kiss on her hand with that ring suit nicely in her finger.

"yuta," i lifted my head, seeing my sister, mamoko approaching me with her saddest look. i swallowed my saliva, and let her take a seat beside me.

  "yeah?" i asked, putting down my phone after done chatting with the new jisoo.

   mamoko let out a sigh before started talking. i can't wait to listen to her words.

"that girl... she's that jisoo right?"

yeah, she's that jisoo that i used to kiss, cuddle, sharing love with. but she already changed.

   "i don't want to admit that she's my jisoo but i had to, mamoko." mamoko immediately placed her hand on my back, patting it gently. her touch can calm me down.

"the moment when you almost forget about jisoo, suddenly she popped out in your life again. if it was that hard for you, i'm here." mamoko smiled, cooling me down.

   "a kiss on a hand."

i breathed.

   "a baisemain."

i smiled.

   "all i need is just her hand."

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[a/n] so for those who doesn't know what "baisemain" mean, it means "a kiss on the hand" ;)).

   im rlly sorry if they were errors or typos everywhere in this yuta ff cos im not an expert thoo ')) i comeback surprisingly with a yuta fanfiction right?

at first i wanna write this story in bahasa but the fact that my eng skill is still leaked, i need to improve it for goodness 😣

don't forget to leave a comment since i wanna see y'all's respond to this ff!

~yoons☁