You know what I hate? I hate waking up to social media and all the bullshit that comes with it, a.k.a texts and drama. I hate seeing who posted what, who looks better, "insecure" -I'm so "ugly" but I actually just want you to call me pretty- posts, fake depression posts and texts from people saying they were invited to the best parties which I was never invited to.
I hate waking up and getting ready and looking at myself in the mirror and seeing nothing beautiful, but of course the imperfections that people say are the things that make us "perfect"
like seriously? No one is gonna believe that Tumblr shit. I look at myself in the mirror with the best clothes I can possibly think of wearing to school and I still see myself as an ugly fat freak.
I hate trying my clothes on and struggling to put them on and making myself feel that I'm too fat and too ugly to wear these tight clothes and I hate feeling that once I step out that door, all people will see is a whore trying to get attention from all of the guys when in reality I'm just a normal girl trying her best to make herself feel better in the clothes SHE wants to wear and not the clothes that'll make her look like an innocent and pure little girl who can get pushed around whenever people feel like they want to do that.
I hate waking up and feeling like I'm not good enough to be in this beautiful and diverse world, just because someone said so.
I hate feeling on top of the world one minute and having a stupid guy ruin it and make me fall all the way down to rock bottom just to make me climb my way right back up again.
I hate how my parents will tell me I'm not allowed to have fun even for one single fucking day just because they want me to have a perfect prissy little life. One day won't change anything in my studies that I worked so hard to get without any of your fucking help. I never whine or complain and yet here you are telling me that I can't do something that'll make me feel alive for once in my life.
I just wanna wake up from this horrible nightmare and wake up without any of these problems, just one day is all I ask.
•me•
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Quotes For The Teenage Mind
PuisiThis is a book full of truth. It is filled with words from many different people ranging from Edgar Allan Poe, to Rupi Kaur, to L.M Montgomery, and to me. Although most of these quotes aren't my own, they have still spoken to me in various ways. S...
