100 Days with Taylor

Day 14

Taylor's point of view:

I woke up still stuck in the hospital. It reaked on chemicals and sadness. I don't know but something about hospitals makes me sick to my stomach, oh wait I do know. Merely days ago they told me that I had about a year to live, joy. My head was pounding, I knew that if I told the nurses they'd have me here for much longer than I really need to be here.  There was a knock of the door before a familiar british boy walked in.

"Hey, love. how're you feeling?" Liam said taking a seat in the plum colored  chair by my bed side.

I sighed,"fantastic, I love being hooked up to tubes in a hospital that's filled with dying people, it makes my insides feel all warm and fuzzy."

Liam chuckled,"You really are a sarcastic one, no wonder Harry adores you."

"What can I say? It's been the only thing I'm great at."

"doubt that," Liam said nudging my shoulder.

I laughed and just rested my head down on my pillow, hopefully to end this headache,"Your head hurting?" Liam asked eyeing me.

I shook my head,"No."

"Yes, it is."

"You don't know how I feel."

"Why are you denying help?"

"Because I don't need it."

He rubbed his face with his hands,"Yes you do."

I just shook my head,"It's my life, I can do whatever."

"I just want you to be okay. I mean I haven't found out your secrets yet."

I giggled at his attempt to try to change from the serious topic,"Who knows, you may never know them."

"Oh, I will."

"There's secrets that Harry doesn't even know, and he's basically like my guardian now a days."

He chuckled,"He really does care about you."

"I know that, but he doesn't need to know everything."

"He should know a lot, since he's 'basically your guardian now a days'." Liam said using air quotes.

I laughed,"Maybe he'll find out one day."

"Maybe I will, too."

"Maybe."

Our Conversation was cut as Harry entered the room,"Harry" I said with a smile. He grinne at me before kissing my forehead. He said his hellos to Liam as he took a seat in the plum chair that was next to the one Liam sat his bum in.

"What did I miss?" Harry asked looking between Liam and I.

"Just talking, Taylor is a very sarcastic girl." Liam said followed by a chuckle.

.Harry laughed,"She can be, but she's more secretive."

"You heard our conversation?" I asked with curiousity, obviously.

He nodded,"Now I'm more determined to find out these secrets you've kept from the world, love."

"Erm, we'll see about that."

Harry winked and took a sip out of his coffee.

We sat there for a few hours just talking. Liam and Harry were lost in their own conversation as my eyes drifted to the window,"Sunsets are my favorite thing to watch."  I said breaking up their conversation.

"I know an amazing place you can see them," Harry said,"Once you're okay again, I'll make sure to take you."

"Gross, PDA. I don't know what you two young kids are going to do, you're going to do the naughty, ew. I'm going to get going before my ears get burned." Liam said grabbing his coat.

I broke into a fit of laughter as did Harry,"Cya Liam."

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The night was quiet, as was the hospital. My ears only heard the noises of the crickets outside, and the heart monitor that was hooked up to me, and Harry's steady breathing.

"So what are these secrets?" Harry asked breaking the silence.

"Who said you needed to know them?"

"Me."

"oh, right. I forgot, Mr. Harry Styles needs to know everything." I huffed.

He chuckled,"Why won't you tell me?"

My thoughts ran through my mind like mad. If I told him he'd look at me like I was disgusting, and gross. Or he'd stop talking to me. Maybe he'd be there for me. who am I kidding?

"You'd be horrified with me."

He shook his head no,"I would never."

"I'll tell you when the times right."

He nodded,"Alright,"

I rested my head on the pillow. Tonight was my last night here. I'd finally go back home, well to Harry's home,"I better get going." He said standing up and grabbing his hoodie.

He gave me a kiss on the cheek,"I'll be picking you up in the morning." He said smiling.