100 Days with Taylor

Day 32

Hey guys..I felt like I should update. It's basically a filler chapter, I guess. I'm not in the best mood, honestly, I'm probably in the worst mood possible. BLEH I'M GOING TO VENT TO THE 2 READERS THAT I ACTUALLY HAVE. so, I was dating this kid for about 9 monthes and I found out he cheated on me. I found that out a few monthes ago, but now I found out that he also tried stuff with my best friend...and she never told me. If she would've told me then it would've saved me, a lot. I just feel like I have no real friends, because this is the SECOND time it's happened. People never tell me stuff even shit like that, you're supposed to be my best friend...So done.

Ugh, sorry...

This will be short, sorry, again.

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Harry's point of view:

I couldn't help but watch Taylor as she slept next to me. Her body was so small and fragile. It's been a whole month of knowing Taylor. It's been 32 days of her being in and changing my life. I've been counting the days because everyday I remind myself she's my miracle. Quietly, I snuck out of my bed and I walked into the kitchen. My Mum was fixing a breakfest as Zayn was sitting on the stool by the island sipping a cup of tea.

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"Harry, I want to doooo someethinngg, I'm soooo bored." She said dragging out her words.

  I chuckled and patted her head,"You need to relax, dear. We're all going ice skating in an hour so go get ready, or whatever. She smiled and hopped up from the couch walking into the room she was staying in. A smile was planted on my face, as it always was whenever I thought about Taylor. She's that little ray on sunlight that shines through during rain storms.

  An hour had passed and we were all crowded in the living room. Niall, Louis, Liam were in the very back, Taylor, Zayn and I were in the middle. We were driving to the skating rink, we had to wait for it to close so we wouldn't be mobbed by fans. Niall was smiling at his phone, he was texting some girl We all knew he fancied her, she was coming to the rink with us tonight. I chuckled then nudged Taylor for her to look at the now blushing NIall typing away on his phone. She turned to me with a huge smile and mouthed an 'aww'. 

  We pulled up to the rink, once we got in an got our skates a blonde girl about 5'5 came walking in. She wore a bright smile as she came walking up to us, Niall immediatly scooped her into a hug. I watched Taylor smiling at the cute couple. The blonde walked over to us,"Hi, I'm Charlotte." She stuck out her hand for Taylor to shake, then shook mine,"I'm Taylor, this is Harry, It's nice to finally meet you! Niall has been blushing about you non stop."

 My eyes shifted to a tomato red, Niall. But soon followed by a red faced Charlotte. She seemed exactly like Niall's type, happy, carefree. He met her at the beach a few weeks ago. He tried to keep her a secret from all of us but we al knew him too well. I stood up and began scooting over to the rink. Taylor's grip on my hand was strong.

  Shuffling, I got onto the ice. My feet moved smoothly over the ice. Taylor of the other hand was clinging to the side. A laugh escaped my lips as I walked over and grabbed her hand,"Harry, let go! I can't skate!"  But I just dragged her hand along with mine.

  It was all smooth sailing until She moved her foot and sent us both crashing to the ground. Taylor groaned as she attempted to pick herself up back from the cold ground but she soon failed and flew to the ground again. We heard roars of laughter coming from the boys and Charlotte. I looked over at Taylor as she mummbled,"Dick, I told you I couldn't skate."

"Need help?" Liam chirped as we glided over to us, he held out his hands to help us both up. Soon were were both on our feet. Taylor took a break as Liam and I just skated around. It was quiet until Liam striked up a conversation,"She really is something."

I smiled and nodded,"She really is,"

"What do you think is going to happen?"

I raised an eyebrown,"with?"

"Ya know, when her...erm, times up?"

I never really talked about it. Everyone just sort of acted like it wasn't happening,"I really don't know."

Liam sighed,"I'm just scared that you're going to be devastated when she does finally leave us.."

"I haven't thought much of it, I mean I have. But, something tells me she's going to be here with me, forever."

"Harry, I sound like a complete arse, but if you think like that...you'll just get hurt even more."

I nodded because I completely understood, pain would hit me more if I kept on shrugging this off my shoulders,"Sometimes I forget that she's even.ya know..erm, dying. Other times it hits me like a train off it's track. I don't know if it's possible to act like any of this ever happened."

 We talked for a little bit longer. I skated across to where Taylor was sitting. She noticed the frown that was formed on my face though I tried my best to hide it,"What's wrong?"

"Nothing." I said bluntly, it came out rude without intention.

"Really? You're going to act like nothing's wrong? You look like you just saw a ghost."

"Just drop it, alright."

"You're ridiculous." She spat out like venom.

"It's you! alright, it's all you! YOU'RE THE REASON I'M NOT IN A GOOD MOOD." with that she took off followed by Zayn. I don't know why I snapped but I watched everyone's expression in the room drop. Liam was the first to rush over to me,"What the hell happened?" He asked with anger in his voice with some worry laced through it.

"I- I don't know." I stuttered still shocked that I had flipped.

The drive home was quiet. Zayn, Louis and Taylor were in the back this time. Taylor hasn't looked at me once, nor has she said a word. Zayn was rubbing her back and constantly asking if she was okay and she just shrugged. I felt horrible for acting the way I did. I don't even know why I did it. 

 We pulled up to my Mum's house and we all piled out. As we were walking up ot the door a small voice spoke,"Hey, I'm going to go to my house for the night."

It was Taylor. I immediatly spoke back,"No, no you're not."

Her eyes widened as she stared at me,"Yeah, I think it's best. My Dad's probably erm, looking for me."

The boys all had the same expression on their face as I did,"Taylor, I don't care how mad you are at me, I'm not letting you go there."

"You're treating me like I'm a child, I can go wherever I want."

Louis sighed,"Taylor, please? You can stay with me or something. We don't want you to ya know, get hurt."

She stood her ground and shook her head,"I just need sometime. If you guys need me you can always call."

With those last words she began walking down the street. I went to go after her but I was stopped by Niall,"Lad, let her go. She'll be fine."

"No! she won't!" I yelled trying to break free from his grip,"He's going to hurt her!"

But He didn't let go, he looked me in the eyes with a serious expression,"You may not have realized it, you hurt her too. Let her have her time, we'll talk to her tomorrow morning."