"Mistakes have the power to turn you in to something better than you were before." He told me. "I just don't think that I can get any better." He smiled at me. "You will, eventually. Trust me."
Kim Ara-Jae was always know as a sweet girl. Until one...
They're hitting me again. "What a stupid child! Gosh! She can't even defend herself!" My dad yelled. I was crying, lying on the floor. When my parents finally stopped beating me, In got up and crawled to my room. I got ready for bed and went to sleep. I woke up the next day and got ready. Just like every other day. I covered my bruises with make-up and went down stairs. As always, my parents already went to work. I put on my shoes and went to school. When I walked in I greeted everyone. Just like everyone other day. I smile and wave like everything is fine. Just like every other day, and just like every other day, I'm not fine. I'm hurting, I'm in pain, but no one needs to know that. "Ara!" I turned and smiled at the boy. I have NO idea who this boy is, but I still talk to him. That's what I do. I talk to people and make them feel better. "Are you okay? You got a bad bruise." My heart stopped. "I'm fine. I just fell down the stairs." I explained. Then I smiled warmly. "But thank you for caring." I said to the boy. "That doesn't look like it is from falling down the stairs though." The boy was making me angry but I kept my cool. "I'm fine. I promise." I said in a sweet tone. "I'm gonna take you to the nurse." Then he grabbed my wrist. I fought him. "STOP!!! LEAVE ME ALONE!!!" Then I lost it. I snapped like a twig. I pushed the boy away from me harshly. I grabbed my head all these voices started to flood in. "Loser! Stupid! Weak! Dumb! Fat! Nerd! Weirdo!" I began to scream. "STOP!!!!! JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!!! LET ME BE!!!" I was crying. People got the teachers, the teachers tried to comfort me. I pushed them away. "You're just like everyone else! You'll beat me! Abuse me!" I yelled. "Ara! We won't hurt you we promise!" I glared at them with tears in my eyes. "That's what my parents said when I was younger! Now look what they did to me!" I wiped off all the make-up. They saw all of the bruises from my beatings. They all gasped. I couldn't stand being here anymore. I ran out of the school. Leaving the teachers and students dumbfounded. I'm never going back home. Or back to school.
Present
I was in the same alley I'm always in. I'm here so often that this is basically my 'home'. I don't talk to people anymore. They all are the same! They either want to be the 'hero' and 'help' me then leave my one the side of the road, or they are just straight up bad people who just call me names like 'Crazy girl! Insane girl! Weirdo!' and so on. Anyway I was in my alley {like always} playing with my ball. It may seem quite lonely but I've befriended the voices in my head. They keep me company. I only really talk to them because they are ACTUALLY nice! So anyway, I was playing with my ball talking to the voices in my head when seven boys walk into the alley. "Hyung! I think you got us lost!" I quickly ran to hide. I really hope they don't ask me for directions. I began to crawl out of the alley. I was ALMOST out when someone grabbed me. "Yahhh! Let me go! I don't have any more money!" I yelled. I usually get mugged in this alley. Which is why I'm not there 24/7. "Shhh! We just wanted to know if you knew the way to **** cafe?" Oh. It's those seven boys. Wait! One looks familiar. "I don't know the way! Now leave me alone!" I'm not gonna lie. Those boys looked VERY strong. They also looked very scary. "Please! Just tell us! We'll leave you alone! We promise!" I eyed them. "Fine! But first! What's your name? You look familiar. What high school did you go to?" I pointed at the brown haired boy. "Me? I'm Jeon Jungkook. I actually went to this towns high school! I went to Busan High school for a year then after an 'problem' arose here in Busan I went to Seoul high school! Where I still am going! Only two more years though." I looked at him. He might not be who I think he is. "Alright. Well, go north two blocks, then go east a block and it should be on tha-." I was interrupted by a high pitched female voice. "Oppas! There you are!" The boys looked at her annoyed. Then she looked at me surprised. "Did I just hear HER speak to you Oppas?!" She said shrilly. The boy with pink hair said. "Yes. You did. What's so weird about that?" I looked at him surprised. "So you come to Busan without learning ANYTHING about me?" I questioned. "I don't know how you are so I can't REALLY say I don't know anything about you." I smirked. "Let's keep it that way. You." I pointed to the girl. "You know what happens if you tell them who I am." She scoffed. "You don't have a chance with them anyway." I charged at her. I grabbed her neck. "What was that?" I glared at her. "N-nothing!" I let her go. " Anyways! I must be going. Goodbye clueless boys!" Then I left the alley and blended into the people on the sidewalk. As soon as I thought I could go back, I did. I went back to alley to be greeted by the seven clueless boys, and that annoying girl. "Oppas! Why do you insist on seeing her again?!" She whined. "Yeah! Why do you insist on seeing me again?" I smirked while they all jumped. It was starting to get dark. "I'm only here till sunset, so make it snappy." I said. The boy with black hair pinned me against the wall. "Ouch!" I hissed. "Who are you?!" He yelled in my face. I smirked. "This isn't a good idea, old man." The girl spoke up. "Yoongi Oppa! Don't! She'll kill you!" She yelled shrilly. I broke free of the black haired boys grip. I grabbed to girl again. "Are you talking crap!? Again!?" I said. "Oppas! She's the girl everyone told you about!" She yelled. I pushed her to the ground and began to beat her. "Said it again! I dare you! Say it again!" The boys pulled me off of her. "YOU'RE DEAD!!!" I yelled. The only chance I had at having a friend....is gone! And it is all because of HER!!! I stopped fighting the boys and slowly fell to the ground. "It doesn't matter anyway. I'll always be considered the 'sweet girl gone crazy' or the 'crazy girl'. No one understands me. And I guess that is how it is always gonna be." The girl spoke. "Yeah! Cause no one wants a crazy girlfriend!" I glared at her. "Keep talking shit and you'll never be found again! Dead or alive!" I yelled. She hid behind one of the boys. "So you are Kim 'Hope' Ara-Jae?" The silver haired boy said. I nodded. "I'm sorry." Jungkook said. "Why?" I replied. "I'm the boy who decided to take you to the nurse's office. My parents were scared that you were gonna hurt me so we moved to Seoul." I walked over to him. He looked scared. Then I hugged him. he seemed surprised. l let him go and the girl spoke, again. "Come on Oppas. We don't want to be here at night with the crazy girl." The boys quickly grabbed me to make sure I didn't hit her. "Like I basically said before. If you like LIVING. I suggest that you don't insult the 'crazy girl' who won't think TWICE about killing scum like you!" The boys went crazy. "OHHHHH!!!! ROASTED!!!!" The girl was pissed. So she took advantage of the fact that the boys were holding me back and slapped me. I broke free of the boys grip and beat her for like the 3rd time today. The boys got me off of her. I looked at her. D***n! She looks like she went to he** and back! I laughed at her. "You should have listened!" I smirked at her. She just glared at me. "Well, anyway. Since I scared you all. I will leave now and go back to my lonely life! Byee!" Before I could leave someone grabbed my wrist. "Who said we were scared of you?" The blond haired boy said and smirked. "And who said we are gonna leave you alone?" I looked at the pink haired boy. "You did." I smirked. "WHAT?!?!?" He exclaimed. "You said if I gave you directions to the cafe you would leave me alone." He sighed. "That's true. But deals off cause you were wrong." Shit! "Whatever!" They all laughed. "So where can we meet you tomorrow?" The dirty blond haired boy said. "Here. I'm almost always here." They all smiled. "Okay see you tomorrow!" I nodded. Oh lord! What have I gotten myself into?!
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That's the first chapter for you. Hope you liked it. I'm heading back to school soon soooooooo I won't be able to publish a chapter everyday but I will try to get one done once a week. Anyway BYYYYEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!
