"Mistakes have the power to turn you in to something better than you were before." He told me. "I just don't think that I can get any better." He smiled at me. "You will, eventually. Trust me."
Kim Ara-Jae was always know as a sweet girl. Until one...
I've been working for months now. I finally have enough money to move out and live in my own house. I'm not gonna lie. I really don't want to leave them. I love them. They are crazy, funny, weird, sweet and caring. I care about them to much to stay with them. It will only hurt their reputation. Plus. They are training to be idols for Bighit. I don't want to hold them back. I decided that it's best to cut all ties with them. I am getting another number and I'm quiting my old job. Everything is all ready, all I have to do is leave. That is the hardest part. I guess it's time to disappear. I wrote a quick note to the boys.
Dear boys,
Thanks for caring for me. Thank you for helping me. Without you guys I would be nothing. I'm sorry I didn't say goodbye in person but, I know you guys would have convinced me to stay. It's time for me to move on and you guys should do the same. I'm sorry I hurt you guys and your reputations. I hope that we will meet again one day.
Kim Ara-Jae ❤
Kim Seokjin,
Please always stay as confident as you are now. I want you to know that you will always be my world wide handsome. I hope you and the others will be able to forgive me eventually. I'm glad you guys met me. If I never met you guys, I would have never met the love of my life. I would have never met you. Please, take care of yourself Seokjin Oppa. I'll miss you.
Love,
Kim Ara-Jae ❤
Min Yoongi,
Ahhhh. Min Suga. My genius cousin. Please protect the boys. I love all of you to much to lose you all. Keep smiling your gummy smile. I hope to see it in person again one day. Never forget how much I love you. Please pursue your love for music. I know that you will be very successful. I want you to make sure all of the boys are okay. And don't forget to take care of yourself. I will never for give myself if you don't care of yourself because you were to busy taking care of the other boys for me. Take care Yoongi Oppa. I'll miss you.
Love,
Kim Ara-Jae ❤
Kim Namjoon,
Ahhh. My Rap Monster. The God of destruction. Make sure take you and the others are okay. Stay with Bighit and the boys. They will help guide you in your life. If you ever need someone to talk to you can talk to me. I know that I can trust that you won't try to change my mind. My new number is ***-***-****. Please don't tell the other boys. I know how they are. they will bug me into coming back and I can't do that. I hope you stay the way you are. I know you will get far in life. So I hope that you will be able to still make time for me. Take care Namjoon Oppa. I'll miss you.
Love,
Kim Ara-Jae ❤
Jung Hoseok,
My J-Hope. My sunshine, my hope, my angel, my J-Hope. I'm sorry I didn't tell you that I was leaving. I hope you will be able to understand. I hope that you will stay a ball of sunshine. I want you to share your feelings more. You can't hold all of your feelings back. It'll destroy you. We can't have our hope, our sunshine be destroyed. Stay weird and have fun. I want you to know that you were my favorite. Take care Hoseok Oppa. I'll miss you.
Love,
Kim Ara-Jae ❤
Park Jimin,
My little Chimchim. Oh how you've changed. When I first met you, you were a shy boy who would always hide behind someone so he didn't have to talk. And now, now you won't be quiet. I don't really care though. I actually like it. It meant that I was never alone. I hope you stay the same cute Chimchim Mochi I saw when we first met. Please make sure that Taehyung doesn't get lost again. Don't forget to take care of yourself. I couldn't live with myself if I knew that you died trying to take care of the others for me. Take care Jimin. I'll miss you.
Love,
Kim Ara-Jae ❤
Kim Taehyung,
My Taetae, my V. You've changed so much as well. When I met you, you were this small but, confident boy. I knew instantly you would grow up to do great things. I'm kinda sad that I didn't get to tell you goodbye in person but, I know that you would have convinced me to stay. I can't stay though. I'm sorry that I left you so suddenly. I hope that you will be able to forgive me. I hope that you will look at the stars with me every night still. Take care Taehyung. I'll miss you.
Love,
Kim Ara-Jae ❤
Jeon Jungkook,
My Jungkookie, my Bunny. Gawd! I'm gonna miss you so much. I hope you understand why I left. I need to move on. I to make sure that you guys can ACTUALLY live your lives. I know that you will do so well at Bighit. I know that you and your hyungs will be very successful. I hope you live your dream and have a fantastic time. I also hope that we will meet again in the future. Take care of your hyungs for me. We both know that they can be VERY forgetful and can sometimes be a little bit dangerous to themselves. Take care Jungkook. I'll miss you.
Love,
Kim Ara-Jae ❤
After I was done signing the notes I went to my old workplace. I saw one of my old co-workers and stopped her. "Jennie? Can I ask you something?" She nodded. "If my Oppas come in here asking for me can you give them this for me? Please unnie!" I handed her the notes I wrote for the boys. She sighed. "Yes, Ara." I hugged her. "Thanks unnie! I have to go now! Goodbye!" I waved at her. She smiled. "Goodbye Ara!" I left my old workplace. Well, out with the old and in with the new. I guess?
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That's this weeks chapter. I'm sorry I only got it out just now. I was busy yesterday. Anyway! It's here now and that's all that matters. Also! HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNG HOSEOK!!!!! I have to go now so BYEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!
